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Finally To Able To Write

Erm... Dh lama tak bebel dlm ni.....takde idea nk tulis.......gi pon tibe2 dpt ilham berkerjaya....tp takdela giler2 jugak...2 3 hari...jd mcm bese balik...ish ish ish ish......tp arini aku bangger....bos aku kasik keje pagi...ptg aku dh settle....tp byk la die bg keje....aku br settle kan satu task........kire ok la kan dr takde...gi pon task tu die nak friday...tp aku dh kasik arini.....achievement yg menarik...hehehe... oklah..tak sempat lak nk berceloteh....dh waktu balik...lapa ni...tghari tadi tak mkn ...muahahaha...aku dh gemuk balik laa asenye....2 3 hari lepas mkn byk tak hengatt nye la...heheheheeh... pe pe pon.....pray for my success whom ever is reading....daaaaaa

The Idea....No Idea

Lately i find it hard to write. I don't know what to write. I'm bored without doing anything or even while doing anything. Kalu suruh aku kemas opis ke, tuka lampu opis ke, pasang langsir opis ke, aku suke la. Aku pon tak tau kenape dengan aku skang ni. Makin menjadi-jadi plak malas nye. Tolong laa. Tu aku malas nk tulis tu. Sbb aku rasa mcm dah byk sangat keja sia-sia aku buat. Ase bersalah plak ngn company aku ni. Ok lah. Aku dpt mood sket bile sebut perkataan bersalah tu. hehe.chow chin chow./ p/s : nk carik keje lain pon malas...huarghhhhh...

Can This Be True ???

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This is the thing that feared me the most. If i would want it to be as once in a lifetime issue, i have to do at least like this. But if i want it to be simple, i don't know, what is the simplest way to cut down costs. It is a strangling issue, if i'm not ready to face it, then i'm not ready to get it, isnt it? This is just about getting there, not being there yet. And that would be another episod of this. hehehe...... Any comments? If you are so nice, the greates, maybe you can say something to my crazy mind...hehehe..thanks to drop by....

Selamat Hari Rayer....

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Slamat Hari rayer sumer...ampunkan la salah silap aku slame korg kenal aku.....aku tau aku ni jahat....ati busuk..........aku harap korg maaf kan aku ye.....hehehehe slamat berhari raya sumer.......smoga happy disamping keluarga dan sanak saudara......:D

When That Time Comes....

First of all happy ramadhan for everybody. This ramadhan, i think we have heard more sad things than before. The loss of known people that we know. I am not quite remembering the names, but the latest one, is the wife of our current prime minister. While we were laughing and enjoying our break fast, someone out there is in grief. The most saddest bereavement that i have read was, the death of 8 years old girl who was trapped inside a burning house while her parents were out for work. She was fast assleep when neighbours shouting for her and her brother to save their life. And fire was wildly burning their home. Nothing can be done. Her brother failed to save her as she was falling to the ground while running away. The air was stiff and her brother failed to find her and she was found burned after the fireman manage to put away the flames. it was a heartbreaking chronicle, but it was faith. I remember lossing my grandmother long time ago. I was 10 that time. I couldnt understand why m...

I'm A Brown Panther!!??

You are Brown Panther, who is gentle, kind, warm and friendly. You don't get influenced by people around you, and can keep your own pace of doing. You have high self-esteem, and are person of strong will. Although you really are a kind person, people regard you rather obstinate(Stubborn) ; this is because you are not very good at expressing yourself. If you can make the others know this weakness, you will certainly be more trusted. You dislike being restrained, and wish to stay and act freely. You are an independent person, and do not mind being alone. You will be successful by going into a professionalcareer. You have extremely high ideals, and rich sensitivity . You can not stand compromise, and therefore, may struggle between reality and ideals . You are a person who can grow to become a greater person by overcoming many failures and difficulties, so don't grave over your little mistakes. It is sometimes important to have a big heart and take a "so-what "attitude...

Semangat Yang Hilang

After 10 days, i feel like writting again today. I'm so lost...so out of the mood for anything....i cant feel my soul...Where is it?.....Something is not right.....I dont know wht.....If they say, i dont belong into this field i'm taking......So where do i belong? I know i'm the only one who can answer the question...silly la if i even try to ask anybody else kan. But that is the case, I DONT KNOW lah...heehehe......... My head felt heavy...The easy job i can do for 2 minutes became 2 hours or now i can say, more than 2 days...Hahahah.....Ramadhan tingy ke? I dont think so. Maybe i slept too much kot. After 11pm I went to sleep. Then 430 i wake up to help my mother prepare the dishes. After 6ooam i went back to sleep and wake up at 730. And then i felt this big head ache in my head. Owwww...Why is it have to be working days.....hehehe Even though i dont want to wake up, but i kept dreaming weird dreams lately. Even if i want to sleep more, but myself personally cant take it...

I'll Keep It Short, But Nice.....

I just feel like writting in english today..... Hehe. My life doesnt have anything to be proud of. I'm just nothing for anybody to look up for. But i think, i got something in life that i should appreciate and love. For a reason, these things gave meaning to my life. Life wasnt about getting something and live happily ever after with it. But for me, as for my case, life is more into achieving something with someone i love and care. To achieve that, what i need is to stand on my own feet, bravely, patiently and strongly. Which is not who i am at the first place. I was born, spoiled. My parents lead my way all the time. They helped me up all the way. And when there is a chance for me to be on my own, i take it too hard. I dont know if i could make it right most of the time. My expirience, i did failed to nailed my future. Hehe. I got here. I gain trust from everybody. But actually i have nothing. And i could break and fall anytime. Trying as hard to maintain it, hurts me so much. So ...

My Bro...Huhu

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He was so brave.........Along hope you will make it there my lil bro...huhu

Epistaxis - Nose Bleeding

This evening, my brother Faidz's nose was bleeding. I am so worried because that was not the first time. I was doing some read up and found out that i was handling it wrongly. I should let his head up instead of letting him lie down. And press his soft-front-part-of-nose for 5-10 minutes. I was so horified to found out, this may be the symptom of acute leukimia . But as far as me and my mother is concern, i dont think my brother was exposed to any of leukimia relatives or chemical reaction of any but does that includes of my smoking father or some inappropriate medicine my mother could have gave him. I dont think my mother would give any of insuitable medication to him. But his bleeding stops less than 1 minutes. That should be a normal sign for a hypeactive child in the house. Well who doesnt have hyperactive kids nowadays. Hehe. So i note down this notes just so i could refer it back if my brother's nose bleed again. - Atherosclerosis->for older people("hardening of ...
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I'm already been sending this for a zillion time.....i hope this time..it will work...:D

Say U'd Make it right.....

For me, as a person, the matter of being right all the time, is not important than trying to be as perfect as we can all the time. Not that, we want everything to be perfect, is the struggle that really matters. Say what? Everyone can say whatever they like. But can you try to do what everyone else is doing? Of course you can. But can you make it as perfect? That is another question, only yourself can answer. And it depends on time consuming, on luck sometimes. I am so sick at those people who always think that they are on the right track. Who told people that they are believing the right thing. And force people believe the same. And take other people opinions, thoughts or doubts as useless, meaningless. And the people who had been given different thought should jump into a deep shit or something like it. I know, i have my own head. Even my mom wont agree with me sometimes. But i dont try to make her to agree to me. I let her believe what she likes. She or anyone elses around me. And t...

NEW LOGO....bad name DINO...badddd...hehe

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Ha ni la LOGO baru..sbenanye lg lame sket dr logo smlm........ ha ah la..nmpk cm bebudak...lg best smlm tu..sinonim la kan dgn kite sume pon dh berkerjaya...hehehehe....tp ada tpp...hahahahaha.......THIS IS DESIGNED by DINO.......the dinoshhh.....muahahahahahaha

MY Team New NAME...best tak??

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Untuk Terakhir Kali

Untuk Terakhir Kali - Marsha Lagu : Sharon Paul Lirik : Mukhriz Mencintai dirimu Untuk yang terakhir kali ini Lihat ku disini Setia untuk dirimu Kasih yang ku belai Gugur selama-lamanya Waktu yang memisah Menghukum luka yang lama terpendam Kesuraman yang telah menjelma Dihujani sedihku Melaratkan kenangan bersama Diakhir pemergian dirimu Tinggallah aku menanti Mimpi yang indah kan mewarnai hati Hanyalah dirimu yang bertakhta dijiwaku dulu Tak rela meninggal suci kasihmu itu Bersemadi cinta ku di sini Biar mekar mengharumi Andai ada masa kan ku temu........kasih........ Ewah...aku ni mcm nk ckp ape pulak..hehehe..takdela...mood aku skang ni mcm tak tau la nk ckp...tp lepas dgr lagu marsha td....ase mcm satu mcm sayu plak kat dlm hati ni...kui kui kui sebenarnye aku bace satu article kat internet...pasal seorg pompuan ni...yg dh byk kali menyerahkan kehormatan diri kat lelaki-lelaki durjana yang memang wujud dlm dunia yg fana pada masa skang ni....................tak tau la...nk kesian p...

Update2...

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HAPPY BESDAY my abg...hehehe

Honeymoon Pakage

We offer the following room types, and associated rates. Rates are per room, quoted in Ringgit and inclusive of service charge and Government tax (if applicable). (Unless otherwise stated) Honeymoon Package Valid from 20 Feb to 31Oct 2005 Room Type 3D/2N Package Rate Seaview Suite RM 500 nett per couple Room rates are nett in Ringgit Malaysia and inclusive of 10% service charge Rates subject to change without prior notice The Honeymoon package is inclusive of: Complimentary buffet breakfast for 2 adults Welcome drink upon arrival Welcome fruits One romantic set dinner for 2 by the poolside A bottle of wine Complimentary return airport transfer (A late fee of RM50 will be charged for transfers between 11pm and 7am)

Minggu Utk Di Update

1. Akhirnya aku paham gak la, company aku ni buat ape sbenanye...hahaha...dah ujung2 tahun br nak paham..... 2. Aku dh mkn dah Pizza Hut Lava Crust tu, tak de la sedap mane, aku lagi suke Domino's. 3. Ujung minggu ni aku ada test SPA. PTD punye post. Muahahahaha..Aku malas nk wat research...takde mood plak. Dh tak berkobar nk keje goverment. Hehehe. 4. Emmm ape lg ek. Mggu dpn beday pakwe aku ngn beday member aku Puan Siti Hannan. lepas ni ibu siti hannan lak...hehehe...Ko nak anak ko pggl ape nan? Umi? Mak? Mama? Ibu? eheehe...Aku preferrrr...ntah ler...takde mood gak nk piki...hehehe 5. Aku ade bj baru mak aku beli dr Bandung. Kaler merah. Just nice with my taste. Aku sukee...hehehe....... 6. Dah pukul 539, aku tak balik lg, kesian ngn budak baru opis ni balik sorg2. Bos call die tak kasi balik..ish ish ish....takpela...ujung2 kang aku chow chin chow la. ok la..tu je kot...hihihihi
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My Current Delicrazy (tp tak mkn lg..:D)

Akan Cinta Itu...

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Cinta itu, datang dari hati Lahir dengan tulus Punya sebuah kemahuan Punyai setiap keinginan Rindu itu, hadir tanpa jemputan Sejak kenal ia di sini Sejak itu tersedari Wujud cinta dalam hati Cinta itu, yang terzahir hanyalah kilauan Yang terlindung itu tiada penjelasan Kamar hati melaung sepi Telah terpahat tanpa luahan Dalam diam ia mekar Bercambah, mewujudkan manis, menghadirkan mimpi Namun dalam mimpi datang realiti Yang pahit untuk ditelan Yang pedih untuk dibuang Teramat sakit andai disentuh Namun mimpi itu, Impian hakiki Kepada tuhan doa dipanjatkan Impian yang satu itu Walau payah dan penuh kesulitan Demi kasih, Demi cinta ini Ia tetap berkembang Realiti akan bersatu Mimpi akan jadi kenyataan Janji itu, aku pegang Demi sebuah kepercayaan Keyakinan Biar cinta ini Kekal dalam lindungan Biar hubungan ini Dirahmati Biar satu hari Yang mimpi jadi pasti Biar pahit ini disimpan Jadi sempadan Biar sakit ini Jadi peringatan Dan realiti itu Lebih kita hargai Biar ia jadi satu doa Dan kit...

Jerebu Jerebu Jerebu

Ku lihat awan mendung Matahari pun tak nampak sinarnya Lampu jalan menyala dalam terang dalam tak Hambar perjalanan pergi dan balik kerja Kenderaan pon kurang Takde siapa lagi nak berebut 'lane' macam selalu Bagi hon brengsek bila aku potong Potong aku balik, mentang-mentanglah aku perempuan Mentang-mentangla kereta aku kancil je, takde power Aku tukar SAVY kang baru tau..hehehhe Adik aku pinjam kereta aku haritu Die langgar tepi kereta orang, calar dah WKQ aku...huhuhu Ase berat je bila mak aku sound suruh gi cat/ketuk Dalam hati kate, takpelah, ok lagi tu. Yang pasti sekarang, makin malas aku nak basuh kete Basuh2 pon, cmtu gak Tak cun gak Hartu harga minyak naik lagi Kalu selalu 200km, rm20 Skang rm20, 150km die dh merah2 Aku lempang jugak kang meter ni..ehehe Tapi kalau aku tak isi kang, tak pegi keje la aku Semangat ni aku datang kerja, nak buat kerja la konon nye Brrrp...Bosannyeee...ape nk buat aaa????? Tula, sape suruh siap kan awal2, kan dh takde keje Tp selagi tak sia...
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this one, after the play. 
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Lepas main futsal last 2 weeks kot...tak igt dah...thanks to DINO for the 7.2 pixel photo...muaahahhaa..buat aku teruja je nk bli camera.......thanks gurlz aja aku cmne nk buang jerawat..nmpk clean sket muke aku...muahahah...tp tak nmpk sharp..so nmpak sgt edit...hahahaha..takpe.....nnti aku edit gambar lain lak........:D 
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touch up photo. hhehehehehe 
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Aku cube publish pakai hello..nnti pasni rajin la aku nk upload gambar...heheheh.... 
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Me and my cayang.. 

Once There is a Will, There will be a Way to it....

I just want to share with everybody....I have encounter problems which i thought imposible to handle yesterday(but i'm not crying...weird!hmmm...). But with the help of my officemate and my dearest friend, Siti Hannan, there is a will to accomplish the imposible today.. Thanks guyss...hehehehe....... problem aku nk setup IIS je..slame ni aku pakai easyphp je...tp utk development ok la...utk production, pening kepale user kang..huhuhuh..... hehehe..tu je...:p

Anybody Who Happened To Drop By Today

Today as in : 26th of July 2005. I have a big test today. I'm praying to work with government. Hehe. Please pray for my luck to whom that would be so nice to do so for me. Hehe. I'm gonna be on holiday for two days. Really bored in getting on board each day, just need a time out. See ya in couple of days. Gonna miss ya...Nuhhh...just kidding... Bye..But dont forget to pray for me kay guys. Love ya all. Thanks!

A Car, A Long Way Ahead

I just can't let my self keep quite. I can't just let me be and not writting or feeling anything. Hehe. And i can't stop telling and sharing. I know it is not fine, because, once people know your story, they you are like, being naked in front of them. But i can't stop myselg. Having let me, drag into other people's mind or thoughts. If i'm being laughed at, that there none other than me who is to blame. And tha's that. However, my topic for today is not about this hanky panky thing. But it is about this nice feeling i had just a while ago. I dont know, it was just so nice and tender inside me, and i fell like i'm floating. And that is what make me sit here and typing in my thoughts. Havent i thought about this before. It was so nice, sitting next to a person who you know loves you and tried to impress you. The air of the mood that time, was just so plain, so mesmerising. If i am using the word right. This is how far he would go and do for me. As though i...

What I Learned About Life

Hmm..Sebenarnya takde apa nk ckp pon harini. Tapi gatal tangan jugak login. Hehe. Hari ni takde mood nak sambung cerita tu. Tapi aku akan sambung jugak nanti. Aku nak masuk kan sikit, yang sedih, yang gembira, yang action, tapi takde idea lagi beb. Stakat ni nmpak mcm happy ending. Tapi aku ni stereotype, aku suka yang aku suke la. Muahahaha. Tak elok macam ni. Tapi takpe, aku akan cube sedaya upaya untuk buat yg paling ok. Hehe. Apelah aku merepek ni. Setiap hari aku pegi kerja, aku tak rasa pon aku contribut apa2 pon untuk company aku nih. Dan makin lame, aku jadi makin malas nk buat ape2 pon. Aku risau nih. Aku kadang2 jeles dgn kawan2 aku yang ada je kerja nak buat. Aku pulak. Macam takde kerja. Bos aku jenis, suke buat kerja last minute. Tapi aku pon asek bergantung dengan dia. Ntah la, mungkin effort aku tak cukop lagi kot. Tapi bila die suruh, aku akan pasti kan aku buat yang paling best skali. Wpon aku sendiri tak puas hati. Aku pon tak tau. Aku cepat rasa bosan dengan ape yang...

Continiu : Tango Hati

Memandangkan aku diam. Mamat pon mendiamkan diri jugak. Aku tengok die mcm tengah memikir. Mane la nk pegi ni. Ermm. Jam pon dah menunjukkan pukul 6:30ptg. Kalau nak mkn pon, kang tak sempat pula nak maghrib. Kalu sempat maghrib pon kang si mamat ni blur2 sampai maghrib, nak semayang lagi, nak makan lagi, kang balik lambat pulak. Tapi baru pukul 6:30ptg kalau nak ajak sembahyang maghrib. "Ha, dari tadi diam je. Mamat mcm ckp dengan patung cendana pulak. Ini dah termenung pulak." Eh mamat ni, terperasan pulak aku tengah memikir. Dari tadi aku rasa macam terpusing-pusing, tempat yang sama jerk. Tapi takde pulak jumpa mana-mana tempat nak makan seafood nye. Biar betul si mamat ni. "Alia?" Eh kereta dah berenti. Tepi laut. Bukan tepi sungai macam yang mamat slalu ajak aku pegi. Memang macam ni ke? Memang lain ke mase kecil-kecil dengan mase dan besar panjang ni? "Kita jalan-jalan dulu la, apa kata Alia?" "Ok je. hehe" Opss, dah hilang dah malu. Maklu...

Tango Hati

the post i think about for so long, think of something else, rather than myself......this is not about me..... Tango Hati "Alia, mari sini kita balik, apa tunggu lagi" Aku tengok je Mamat. Dengan singlet comot die. Dengan dahi dia dah berdarah tu. Mamat pon tengok je aku. Aku pon tak berape pasti, ape perasaan aku mase tu. Tapi yang aku pasti, aku biar je mata ni tengok je dekat mata Mamat. Macam tunggu die cakap sesuatu. Atau macam ada sesuatu yang aku tunggu dari dia. "Balik la dulu, aku ok je ni..." Aku pon mengalah. Aku pon melangkah kaki, pergi dapatkan Mak. Sampai je aku dekat mak, ha dapat la habuan sebab degil sangat. Mak baru balik kerja la tu. Kerja dekat kilang buat kerepek. Nampak peluh mak pon tak berenti keluar lagi. "Adoh..sakit la mak" Mak diam je, malas dah nk bebel kat aku la tu. Sampai rumah, macam robot. Tak yah kena suruh. Aku terus angkat kain kat ampaian. Terus lipas, simpan dalam almari. Aku amik penyapu, sapu serambi. Mak pulak, te...

It Has Been A While

hehehe...bertemu kembali kite dlm....BERCERITA Cerita Malaysia....heheheh lame dh tak update blog nih...ase nk isi sket la...alamak..td ade idea..skang dh ilang...muhaahahaha... haa...aku nk ckp pasal ADLIN yg jd komentator AK......Aku ase, aku sokong komen2 dr die...bahase die mmg pedas and tak pikirkan perasaan org lain.......Well, bg aku, msrkt malaysia ni dh byk dikongkong oleh kebudayaan....Bkn la aku kate..kite ptt buang kebudayaan, atau kebudayaan tu sesuatu yg remeh....No, i'm not saying that...But...Pada aku kita ptt bergerak ke depan....kebudayaan is kebudayaan...kemajuan must survive...sebagai contoh.....ok adlin gune bahasa2 kasar utk memberi komen kat student2 af....komen2 tu buat pelajar2 bukak mata.....hei.....you're not that good man, even though the crowd shouting for you.......you must know where you lack of, and dont let yourself leave in the damn...muahahaha...ape aku ckp ni...kirenye...adlin sbenanye bg kate2 peransang...betul ape die ckp tu........the worl...

Berbicara dgn Bulan

aku ni mmg jenis yg kaki tv. hehe. tp tak semua rancangan tv aku tgk. aku tgk kartun. tapi tak semua katun aku suke. hehe. tp aku kadang2 layan gak katun ni. aku suke tgk cite yg berkait ngn perasaan, jiwa, akal. persimpangan, pilihan, dan lawak. tp senario tu tak semua siri die aku suke. buat2 gelak tu bole la. hehe. sbb tu aku layan sitcom2. diorg ni ade lawak ade perasaan. mcm2 ada. cerekerama kat tv3 tu. mule2 aku layan gak. mmg la main ngn perasaan. tp dh 3 4 kali SAD ending berturut2. hampeh. tros aku malas nk tgk. kalu tak SAD ending. ending yg tergantung. penonton piki sendiri. kepale otak die. konon2 thrill la tu. hampeh je. ujung mggu aritu. wpon br dpt gj. tp aku tepiki bulan lepas aku tak simpan duit lansung. so ase besalah nk abiskan duit. hehe. tp aku ade target nk bli jeans. jeans yg aku bli 16.90 dh kembang. takbest dh pakai. ptt la murah, jeans pakai buang upenye. nk bli levis. takdo kojo la plak. bli jename bese2 dh la. jnji takdela kembang dgn secepatnye. sbb nk kuar...

Cinta........

Cinta ni sesuatu yang global sebenarnye. Takde sape dlm dunia ni bole bg satu spesifikasi tentang cinta yang lengkap. Yang hampir mungkin. Tp yang betul2, mungkin tidak. Sebab lain org, lain care die bercinta. Lain pasangan lain cerita pasal cinta die. Mungkin, cerita kita, tak sama mcm cerita Titanic. Mungkin cerita kite buat org boring. Tp kita sendiri yang melakar dan mengarang kisah cinta kita. So what the hell with everybody else. Tp kadang2, bila kita sedang dilamun cinta. Kita hilang rasional sense, dan kita perlukan pertolongan org utk bawa kita ke alam realiti. Sebab ni la aku suke tgk cite Cina. Ramai org tak bape suke. Sbb cite die terlalu dan selalunya Happy Ending. Tp cite Cina byk bermain dgn emosi. terutama emosi Cinta. Sesuatu yang dah lama aku carik and aku suke bercerita tentangnye. Tak kesah la emosi dgn ibubapa atau dengan kekasih, even dengan rakan2. Tp aku mmg suke permainan jiwa ni. Kdang2 aku sengaja bermain dgn org2 sekeliling aku, tanpa diorg sedar. Aku suke t...

I Feel Like Ally McBeal Today

And life today was so unreal.....is not that i've been dreaming the whole day.....Or i dont believe what i faced today....It is just that....I talk to myself a lot.......I tell you.....A lot......And somehow, my ownself, thought that, those sarcarstic 'things' that came out inside my mind....is sarcarstic...what am i talking.....i lost the way i was leading to just now...... but nevermind....yesterday....was a bulk.....everything was a burden....and everything put me down.......until i want to close my eyes...my mind keep thinking......thinking how sad i was...ok..this time folks...it is not about love ok....it is about life....ok...love is life.....but this time...it is really life.......my family....my workload that just coming in...my officemate......you just name it.....oh well....everybody must have felt the same too.....anger....scared....despice....unlove.....nobody cares about u....esp everyone the one u love and expect love fr(ok it is about love...but its more to....

Nothing To Loose, Everything To Waste

I just have nothing to say about it....but this is not what i ask for or hope.....i just curiouse why i didnt encounter it....doesnt mean that i want it to happen........ok i do have something to say..... sometimes, you feel like god think you are to weak to accept his challege....and there he gave you to face it....pace up and be standing......though you couldnt stop yourself from falling....from feeling the hurts...i does hurt.....for a simplest thing...it does.................. it is not that you are not strong...it is just you are not aware of it.....you are so confident that it will not happen....but what had happened, happens....sometimes all the time...... you can never trust anyone to be they way you want them to be.........when you need them.....you can never expect them to stay...the way the always makes you smile.... this cries today is not forever...i can promise myself this.....i know i'm not that weak.....and i know where i stand today......i can put up my own life......

A Life For A Hire

What is the meaning of 'life'? What is the meaning of having someone to love, and be loved by someone? What is the meaning of waking up and think of the good side of life? What is the meaning of waking up in the midst of hardtimes, having a 'pang' of life, which make the eyes of yours open? Life of life, why is it so hard to understand? Sometimes you laugh, sometimes you just feel like flying, but sometimes, you just feel like loosing. Like someone dump you somewhere. You feel lost, unbearable feeling that just put tears on your eyes. That is life baby. Something that is jeopardising inside your heart, is life. I like talking about life. I like to look at myself, compare me with others and talk about life to myself. I know i'm not good. Sometimes i got to be so scared, that everybody will leave me, because i know i have something not right with my attitude. I composed my life based on other people perspective, which i shouldnt be. I am big enough to make my own desi...

Hari Yang Boring

Huargh...Aku takdak mood sangat arini........bosan lak tu....... keje aku nk di ikotkan...tak complete lg laa......tp tak tau nk complete kan camana..........ntah laa......is it the end of my carier...muahahaha..tak dela...just seriousely...tak tau nk buat ape skang ni.....so aku just browing around..carik la ape2 yg berkaitan ngn keje aku nih..kot2 aku bole perpikiran lebih terbuka... tgk gaya aku mmg kene bgnkan mende ni sorg3....huhuhu..bos tak muncol2 pon...pening pale aku nk pikior...pe la jadah nye mende ni works.....if i know wht to do.... terlambat utk piki carik keje lain.....aku dh bgtau diri aku....to stay keje ni wlau ape pon terjadik...cube setia sket sitiii.........kalu company ni bankrupt ke ape..br la pikior nk carik keje lain...mainpoint nye nk carik pengalaman wat coding...huhhuhuhu.....kalu dpt buat mmg besst...besh2...........berangan lg aku ni...hik hik hik ngantok..malas sunggoh nk bekerja arini...sbb tak mkn pg pon ade kot..........malas laa nk gi mkn....mkn tgha...