Semangat Yang Hilang

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After 10 days, i feel like writting again today.

I'm so lost...so out of the mood for anything....i cant feel my soul...Where is it?.....Something is not right.....I dont know wht.....If they say, i dont belong into this field i'm taking......So where do i belong? I know i'm the only one who can answer the question...silly la if i even try to ask anybody else kan. But that is the case, I DONT KNOW lah...heehehe.........

My head felt heavy...The easy job i can do for 2 minutes became 2 hours or now i can say, more than 2 days...Hahahah.....Ramadhan tingy ke? I dont think so. Maybe i slept too much kot. After 11pm I went to sleep. Then 430 i wake up to help my mother prepare the dishes. After 6ooam i went back to sleep and wake up at 730. And then i felt this big head ache in my head. Owwww...Why is it have to be working days.....hehehe

Even though i dont want to wake up, but i kept dreaming weird dreams lately. Even if i want to sleep more, but myself personally cant take it anymore all those weird dreams. Weird looo..No hantu or setan this month kan? But why do i feel, (well the drimz is like normal me in my normal room la)..I feel like somebody holding my hand. Somehands la.. The face i dont see, but the hand i remember looking so scary. It's holding my hand and trying to grab me somewhere i dont know la kan. And then, ada tu i'm eating something weird la.. Ahh a dream only...The dream will start after 600am yg i tido tu la..Weird kan. hehehe

Okla..I think i demam kot...Kepale pening je ni. Chewah, mcm ngadu kat pakwe je..huhuhu....Ok la...gtg ...anyhow the job must be ready by hari raya.....babai whoever who is willing to read....muuaahhh..heheheheh

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