October 28, 2010

Kisah Seorang Banduan

Actually guys, I am rite now, been reading this blog:
 
 
Nama mamat ni JOE, Johari Haslam sumthing. He is around 35 years old. Or maybe older kot. Not sure.
 
I started following and tracking his life since he started JOEBANGLA.
 
He was, illegally living in US. Before that, he went to UK to further his study. And then went back to Malaysia and then to US. I cant remember wht actually happens, but really it was excidently happened like that. Tapi die pn lepas tu mcm mengalah, tros takmau balik Mesia dh. The thing is, dia mcm tak boleh balik, sbb dia takde legal papers.
 
So he started to work in the US.
 
Kerja yang mmg hina la, org mesia tak buat. Itu yg buat RAMAAIII follower dia respect dia. Seorang melayu, yg berjiwa melayu, tapi tak melayu. Haa ini br lah contoh transformasi. Hehehe.....
 
Tapi die dpt buat byk gk duit, pakai brg boleh tahan branded jgk, wpn taklah kaya. TP aku ase die nmpk lebih loaded, at least lebih loaded dr aku. He got paid, like USD 500 per week. Aku ase tu ckp byk la kn. Kalu nk convert ringgit.
 
Bertahun tahun. Lepas 1 kerja, 1 kerja yg lain. Akhirnya dia ditangkap.
 
Masa die ditangkap tu aku kira, dia ade sebutlah.Simpanan die dgn forex akaun die main saham sume. Almost die dpt simpan USD10,000. Byk kn? Wpn not gud enough to start a life. But it's really something to begin with. Yela, 10k tak byk la, kalau nk kire die kene bli tiket balik mesia lg. Byr sewa, dpayment umah lg. Nk survive 2 3 bulan sblm cr kerja lg. Tapi aku ase, mamat ni 1k pn die boleh hidup. Mmg jenis, pndai adjust kalu byk duit, byk la blnje. Kalu sikit sikit lah blanje. Tp agaknya rezeki dia mewah, tak pernah la aku bc die tak ckp duit. And life dia mcm2, tgk konsert bonjovi la. Mhl tuh tiket konsert bagai tuh. And still dpt simpan duit lg. So mmg agak hebatla JOE nih.
 
Dan dia, ada ramaiii kwn online. Sbb ramai org meminati story die online.
 
Aku pelik, kenapa story die ni tak dicomersial kan. Sbb aku percaya, ramai jgk yg bc tu kalangan wartawan pn ada...
 
Lg 1 aku suka dia ni. Resam die senang jek. Kalu die tak suke komen org tu, die bolayan tros. Takdela nk kondem org tuh balik...
 
Bg aku, aku suka cmtu. Yela aku mgkin akan drama gk kalu org komen aku ntah hape2. Tapi piki la balik, aku jgk yg blog kan hidup aku kasik public bc. Bila public komen jgn nk mrh plak. Or die tk komen kt tmpt aku komen kt blog dia. Aku yg gatal publickan bg sume org bc. Padan la kn..
 
Tp dlm pd tu ada hati lg nk public kan blog ku yg private ini. Wakaka. Asek sebut je. Tak lama lagi la tuh. Wakakaka..
 
Oklah. Tu je aku nk share. Kalau berminat, sila lah join aku bc blog abg ni jgk eh.
 
Abg ni dh balik mesia pn br2 ni. Tu kisah die kene tangkap kene penjara skejap sblm hantar balik mesia.
 
Si cite die balik mesia ni tgh panas lg. Sila bc bersama2 aku. Hehehehe

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ReUnion

Eh Korg, korg igt tak dlu? Kita penah made a pact untuk REUNION!! ???

p/s entry ini telah aku cc kan kepada mereka2 yang berkenaan.

Ini psl janji manis korg yg mcm main2, tp aku anggap serius. Ho ho ho. Kita pernah janji, sejurus lepas genggam segulung ijazah, untuk buat Reunion AFTER 5 Years. Sape igt???

Now its already 2010 - reaching 2011 dh pn. It already beyond 5 years.

"Miss ida" <dbluedragon@gmail.com>, "Siti Marina Ahmad Bakri" <merry_abby@yahoo.com>, "siti mirani" <nurhakim_81@yahoo.com.my>, "Siti Noor Hafsah" <hafsah@spm.shinpoly.co.jp>, "Suhaila (E-mail)" <sweety081081@yahoo.com>, <suedin@gmail.com>, "hannan" <hannan@heitech.com.my>, "Noor Maslin Nordin" <aleen11102004@yahoo.com>, "suryani maaraf" <haiyaluni@yahoo.com>, "omeng" <cikmeng@gmail.com>, "ochie" <ochie81@yahoo.com>, "Siti Nor Baizura Jamingan" <snbaizura@gmail.com>,  - whom am i missing?

Actualy pact ni among Aras 3 Blok L05 KTHO lah kan. Hehehe. Tapi kalu yg lelain nk join, best jugak. Dialu2 kan. Eceh mcm feymes emes je blog aku kn? Padahal bape kerat je yg masuk bc nye pon. ;p..... Aku takda emel bedah. Sapa ada, kalau boleh tolong forwardkan ye. Hi hi hi hi...

p/s entry ini aku direct posting kan ke blog aku ctkusut.blogspot.com - sape blom dpt invitation. aku akan invite by today. hik hik hik.

Aku raya by this year mmg dh suntuk sgt untuk kita buat apa2 mini gathering what so ever.

Aku cadangkan nextyear and since none of us ada anak yg dh skolah - eh jap, ocie anak hang mcm dh skolah kn. ekekekekeke...., Anyway, aku cadangkan kita buat reU bkn cuti skolah, ni kalau nk bermalam lah kan.

Aku tau memasing busy dgn plan memasing.

Aku cuma pohon cemara - ewah lawak tak klaka. Aku cuma mintak kita memasing block kan certain2 tarikh untuk direUnion kn.

Ase mcm susah nk dpt cuti kn?

So cmni, kite block like 1 wiken. Kita jmpe like dekat umah sesapa yg bersesuaian kt tgh2 ke. Sama ada kita buat potluck / kita buat bbq ke.

Sapa stuju? Angkat tgn.

p/s : aku tak buat event kt fesbuk, sbb opis aku block fesbuk. Hampagas. Ho hoho...

I need ur feedback, wpn 2 bulan dr skg. Kalau taknak buat takpe, nnti tahun dpn aku ajak kuyu buat anak je. So ada gk la event kn. Hahahah. Ok tak klaka lg.. Hahahah


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October 27, 2010

Think Think Think

Aku rasalah kan. Aku tau kenapa. Si polan dgn si polan tak sehaluan.

Sbb si polan tuh muda sgt utk menerima peel si polan.

Sedangkan aku dgn si polan yg org kata sedang elok ni pn ada hick ups nya.

Inikan pulak si polan dengan si polan tersebut.

Perempuan, mmg akan membuat peel. Peel2 tersebut ditambah dgn bisikan2 syaitan. Pada mata seorang perempuan, lelaki yg membuat peel. Malah ditambah dgn asumption2 yg mgkin salah. Pada Lelaki, assumption perempuan tersebut tak masuk akal. Pada Perempuan, lelaki takmau mengaku. Jadi la perlanggaran perhubungan. Terjadilah pertengkaran, bertekak la lelaki dan perempuan tersebut.

Ada dua kemungkinan:

1) Seorg mengalah, dan pasangan tersebut akan move on.

2) 2-2 keras kepada, dan terjadi lagi dua kemungkinan:

a) Lama2 api kemarahan dh padam terjadilah - make up sex - dan move on. hehehe...
b) Api tu takmo padam2. Dan mulalah berasingan tmpat tidur lah, tak balik rumah la.

Kalau dh smpai situasi 2) b) = Meletuplah PERANG BUSAT. Yg tak tercapai dek akal.

Kalau artis kuar la paper. Kalu bkn artis, pejabat mahkamah syariah la jwb nya.

Ish ish ish ish....

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Tempat Masak..

Taraaa...

Kat umah skg pn tgh rajin2 ayam masak.

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Nih paling kewl…hohohoh

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Kipas, Kitchen Hoop and Hob



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Barang baru sampai..kipas sengal sikit..ampes punye cino…2 itam, 2 gold…

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Fwd:

Our yard,

aka wet kitchen

aka wash area

aka... eh kenapa ada pecah tepi tuh?

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Grill dkt yard

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Front Entrance


Of our home of course...

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Grill depan dari dalam…

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Tinted Toilet Window



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Cermin dah tinted…tapi sebenarnye tak ler itam sangat..grey2 la..tp org dkt dapor tak nampak…

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Grill In Room 2



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Bilik no 2

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Slidding Door Grill

This was much argued by me and my hubby.

I want it stick on the wall.

He wants it to have an ability to open and closed anytime he wants.

I dont want to mess with the small tiny area of family area (HALL)

He just think exactly oposite.

Slidding door, but no slidding grill for me.

Slidding grill so he wont feel like in jail for him.

With both of our minds.

We make up a design for the grill man.

And this is the result.

Hubby is so happy.... :D

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Taraaa…

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Dining & Hall



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Lampu dining pendek ler pulak..pastu die pasang centre sgt..nnti nak cabut sendiri, nak masukkan kedalam sikit..masukkan kebelah dapur sikit..tak ler nanti meja mkn2 tgh2 jalan…

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Lampu Bilik Anak2

Both of us (the parents), were so much in love with this lamp. We close our eyes, for the $$$ we saw on the bill.

Both of us, were not rich.

Both of us got so many liability to handle. What's with the PTPTN's, what with the easy payment thingy..

But still, we hope this would make our sons happy and smilling. Plus, encouraging them to sleep on their own bed, in their own room...

I guess, that just wht most of parents do, at least, that just wht our parents do for us.

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Lampu bilik aus…tak siap pasang lagik 1 mentol…

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Kawin Cerai

Susah nk ckp psl relationship nih. Slalu sgt angin monsun sepoi sepoi bahasa bertiup disepanjang perjalanan mahligai yg sepatutnya terindah dalam hidup ini.

Mcm aku ckp, susah nk ckp, tapi kene ckp jgk. Eh bkn kene, tapi nak ckp jgk. Hehehe...

Mgkin, kita nmpk pasangan kite tu ego tak bertempat, poyo la hape lah. Kite lupa, diri kita pn dua kali lima. Nama pun manusia. Hello, ade ke manusia yg perfect. Mgkin pada kita dia salah, tak patut dia buat cmtu. Abih apa yg kite buat tu patut sgt ke? Mgkin hari ni kita nmpk kite je byk mengalah, byk berkorban. Abih yg die penah berkorban utk kita tu nk letak mana? Mcm laki aku suka ckp, atas kipas? Ho ho ho ho......

Tapi kalu dh nk terguris jgk tu takleh nk buat apa. Benda nk jadi, akan jadi jugaklah kan. Kalu tetibe bini tanya, ABANG CEPAT LAH MANDI, SMLM ORG PUNCH LMBT TAU. Pstu die pn reply, marah jgk. ORG TENGAH BERAK LA NIH, BUKAN TAKMO MANDI.... Absurd kan? Benda simple cmtu pn bleh jd gaduh. Wht to do. Kalau dh nama manusia tu manusia jugekk. Hu hu hu.....

Aku pn takot risau.. Macam org ckp, i'm hoping for the best in my life, but still need to expect for the worst to come. So masa die dtg tu takdelah shock. Kononnya tak shock. Tp hati ku bukan kristal. Ececewah...ehehe..

Sbb skg yg aku tau, aku sayang rumahtangga aku. Aku nk aku masih dlm family nih, sampai aku ke liang lahad. Niat aku bia lah smpai akhirat nanti. Kira, that's my sole target. lagipun pasangan aku nih aku tgk, die tak penah la konkong aku. Smpai aku nk kembangkan karier aku pn tak bleh. Eh, aku ade karier ke? Keje pn malas. Hi hi hi hi....

So susah nk ckp. harini mgkn aku boleh kutuk si polan si polan ntah hape2. Pokok pangkalnya, kita hanya merancang, tapi kita tak tau apa Allah dah rancangkan untuk kita. Sebenarnya apa yg dh dirancangkan untuk kita tu adalah yang terbaik, cuma kita je tak tau kn. Wallahualam...

Sebagai manusia, aku mengaku aku ada buat silap. Dan aku harap aku dapat dan cepat sedar diri dan kembali ke pangkal jalan. Dan aku harap, permohonan maaf dr aku sentiasa diterima. Dan aku harap, salah silap aku sentiasa aku perbetulkan. Amin......

Abang, mintak maaf ye. I tak sengaje tadi.

Hik hik hik..

p/s: percayalah aku tengah tulis pasal si Siti Saida tuh. Hi hi hi hi

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I Am Thinking

To un private my blog. Full stop.
 
Just a thought anyway.

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October 25, 2010

Update Rumah Lagi..

As requested. Eceh poyo gilers. Eheheheh...

1. Grill - blom psg. abang berbual tuh ntah bila nk psg. Encik ID bz tak polow up lagik. Hey berangin gue. Ehem ehem...

2. Konkrit Top - alhamdulillah dh siap, wpn finishing tak brape nk mengancam... Ishh. Tp material cm ok la, cuma cm psg tu ala kadar le pulek. Hey... Takpe gua bg can Encik ID komplain tgk.... ehehe

3. Lampu ase nye dh 100% completed aka dh psg ke dinding. Jap gua share gmbar....





4. kipas dan railing langsir oh termasuk jgk pemasangan kitchen hood dah confirm sapa contractor. Tapi aku rase nk pecat je contractor ni. Lombab plak asenye. Kan Encik ID kn? - kira blom psg nye kes ler nih. Huhu

Bajet no. 1 - 4 dh kompem burst bajet. Ho ho ho ho.....

5. Kabinet Dapur - 1/2 confirm. Encik tu kate, kene konkrit settle dlu br die nk masok campor. Skg konkrit dh setel die dh ukur balik. Die ckp lg 2 mggu. Huhuhuhu. Ini pn bajet burst gk. Encik ID takmo declare la pulek. Die ckp bini die poyo. Tp PERCAYALAH, laki aku ini lebih poyo. Ohohhoho....

6. Langsir dh settle. Siap lek je terpasang kt umah skg. Bebulu hati gue... Gue nk rasmi kt rumah baru kn. Unresistable nye psl. Boleh tak kali ni gue nk poyo takmo tunjuk. Okla okla sat pi amik gmbar kasik share. Hihihi. Poyo yg takleh disangkal lg nih. Hahaha...


Tak cantek ke? Cantek sbenanye ni. Tp camera tak clear. Hahaha. Self Denial...

Ni utk bilik anak2. Tak tau la nk kate gaya retro ke apa. Lantak pi la situ kn. Hahahaa



Encik ID: I ase nk cat umah lah
Bini Dia: Eh u jgn mcm2, dh burst bajet nih.

Smbil tu pi survey. Setin cat harga dlm RM75 cmtu. Kalu nk cat 1 umah dlm 2 - 3 tin cat je diperlukan. Survey tanpa bertanya puan hannan. Tanya mak gua la Hannan. Ho ho ho ho......

Encik ID: Murah2, nnti kite bli cat
Bini Dia: Dlm ati : Nk bli pakai ape bang? Pakai serpihan kitchen kabinet? Hohohoho...

So tu jela update. Best tak? Ho hoho..

Aku yg ase tak best, sbb bajet sudah lari.

Tapi ape pun aku ttp happy :D

October 23, 2010

She'll Be Missed


Masa aku kecik2, aku cucu sulung kedua-dua belah pihak.
 
Tapi let me tell u the story pihak sbelah mak aku.
 
1981 mak aku kawin, mengandung dan bersalin kan aku.
 
1983 mak aku bersalinkan adik aku yg no2
 
1985 adik aku yg no3 plak lahir.
 
At that time, the 3 of us sgt rapat dgn pakcik dan paksu (that time aku pggl paksu)
 
1985/86 Pak Ngah and Pak Uda which is adik2 mak aku kahwin dn dpt anak.
 
Dlm masa yg sama, atok aku (which is grandmother tp aku pggl atok jgk) mengandung dan bersalinkan anak bongsunya (aku panggil pakwi)
 
Paksu aku tuka panggilan panggil pakwan, sbb dia bkn bongsu. Pakcik stay pakcik sbb takmo konfius dan lgpn dia mmg masih manja. Besela anak 2nd last mmg manja sikit...
 
1986 pakwi aku, udin (anak sulung pakngah aku) dan helmi (anak sulung pakuda) aku dilahirkan.
 
Sejarah dia mcm ni.
 
1987 Arwah Inani Zalikha plk dilahirkn.
 
Mmg perbezaan umur agak jauh. Tapi aku, pakcik, pakwan, pakwi, adik2 aku lala dan khalid, udin agak rapat. Sbb maybe the 80s babies kot. Pakcik n pakwan lahir hujung 70s. So diorg mmg mengepalai group ni. Kira batch pertama Ismail Clan, which is atok aku.
 
Kitorg agak rapat masa kecik2. Sebulan skali jmpe kt kampung, Sg Rambai. Yelah, monthly visits mak bapak kitrog ke kampung. Kecuali pak uda aku. Dia polis so susah dpt cuti...
 
Then kdg2 wiken, we visits each other. Share makanan. Masa ni mak2 kami slalu cuba2 msk kek la kuih la mcm2 la.
 
Well, aku ase kisah aku ni biasa je. Tu aku tak kongsikan pn sblm ni. Semua org pn penah lalui benda yg sama kn.
 
Just emosi aku skg, buat aku terkenang balik suma tuh.
 
Hubby aku kata, eleh poyo nk tunjuk sedih. U bkn rapat sgt pn dgn arwah.
 
Mmg betul, kitrog mula renggang bila dh start masing2 ada skolah asrama la, masuk u la, kerja la and so on. But still, we grew up each other. We grew up which each other existance. Even, kitrog masing2 bersaing dlm study. Even aku ngn pakngah makngah aku bkn cm pak sedara. Mcm parents aku sendiri. Sbb diorg mmg sayang aku bkn mcm syg biasa. Mmg mcm anak. Mcm kitrog ni sekelompok adik beradik yg sgt ramai. Sgt rapat.
 
Bole lihat, rasa everytime raya bila berkumpul ramai2. Mmg aku ni ekceli pompuan, ptt ikot family belah hubby aku kn. Aku tak bole nk majuk ke apa kalu laki aku tak bg balik rumah family aku. Tp aku penah terbyg kalau ada raya yg aku tak dpt jmpe diorg. Aku akan sedih. Aku akan rindu. Sbb mmg aku enjoy sgt moment2 dgn family aku. My big clan tuh. Clan of Ismail, Arwah atok aku. My extended family.
 
Since arwah atok lelaki and atok perempuan aku meninggal. It's been so very long to have another in the family to die. And she breaks it. And it breaks everybody hearts.
 
Paling aku tak tahan, bila mak ngah pak ngah aku muncul dr sayup2 org ramai. Diorg mmg takde since kitorg sume dpt berite. Mak ngah aku terus bergegas pegi bandung amik ika, nama manja kitrg pggl arwah. Pak ngah aku plak kt Papua New Guinea. So mmg masa diorg smpai, arwah dh ada dlu kt mesjid masa tuh. Tgh nk dismantel keranda sume. Then parents dia smpai. Muka sugul gila. Penat gila from travelling. Dan itulah pertama kali diorg menangis. Sbb br lega, arwah dh selamat smpai kt mesia. Dr awal tau arwah dh pergi, diorg in a mission to bring her home. Dan mmg tak setitik pn air mata jatuh.
 
Itu yg aku sedih sgt masa tgk diorg. Mcm aku tgk mak bapak aku sendiri yg menangis.
 
Igt lg masa aku kawin, parents arwah dgn arwah tolong aku kemas rumah. Lap habuk2 atas lemari. Arwah tolong pas bunga telur time kenduri. Mak dia yg buatkan bunga telur.
 
Without them, i just dont know wht to say..........
 
Now one of the clan, is gone.
 
Masa dia kecik2, die penah masuk hospital. Doktor detect something inside her tummy. Like a parasit. I dont know wht's the name of the parasit. Tapi, parasit tu like mkn suma zat2 dr makanan arwah. Buatkan arwah jd bertambah2 kurus. Tp doktor dpt stabilize kn parasit tuh. Smpai la arwah besar. Tapi skali skale, mmg arwah mengadu sakit perut. Kami bayangkan mcm gastrik mcm tu je. Dan pakngah aku bgtau, arwah mmg ada asma jgk dlu. Tp dh stabilize. Mak arwah ni jenis supplement freak. Suma supplement die bg anak dia mkn.
 
Cuma, last masa dia balik bandung lepas raya tu dia tertinggal supplement dia kt mesia. Dan die start tak amik supplement dh. Yg buatkan dia jd semakin lemah semakin lemah. Agaknyalah. Kita mmg tak tau kn. Seminggu sblm raya like that, arwah mmg demam seminggu tak boleh bgn. Asenye makngah pakngah aku mmg dh tau arwah mmg sakit. Tp adik bradik suma tak tau.
 
Jadi aku tak rasa apa, mcm dh agak dh bila mak ngah aku redha dgn pemergian arwah. Dan dia takmau jenazah arwah diseksa kalau buat post moterm. Lgpn takda apa yg nk dikejar, arwah dh takde. Kalau tau pn sebab kenapa arwah pergi, bkn boleh kembalikan arwah. Menitik air mata aku saat aku dgr mak ngah aku ckp, die redha Arwah pergi............
 
Saat keranda arwah didismantel kan, berdegup2 jantung kami semua. Semua clan kami menangis sedih sgt....................
 
kami tau, Allah syg dia...kami tau kami kena lepaskan dia...tp hati kami berat..................
 
saat aku drive hantar ank2 kt nursery pg jumaat tu pn aku nangis..tak sangka aku arwah dh takde.........
 
Arwah mmg sgt baik...tak penah buat masalah atau ada masalah ngn sape2......pandai pulak tu...rajin pulak tu.....mmg sayang....tp apa nk  buat,...mmg Allah dh jemput dia dlu....
 

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Regards,
Siti Fatimah Khairiah M Amin

October 16, 2010

Aktiviti Memasak..




Waktu senggang, ewah senggang la sgt.

Pg tadi mkn nasi lomak beli je. Singgit kt pasa tani. Tu pn kene hijack ngn hapiy. Ho ho ho ho.....

Mana tak kurus kn. Eh kurus ke? Hahahah. Okeh tak pelu jwb. ;p...

Sejak dh stop breastfeeding ni mmg ase bdn dh naik la. Har har har.....

So tghari ni den lapa. Tak sompek nk nunggu en. hubby bising2 tanya dh msk ke bolum. Ewah konon je den igt ptg2 skit la msk. Anak2 pn dh sodap tido tu ha. Tp mato den ni takleh katup plak. Aisey kebulur gamaknya.

Ha itu la kau, dh kebulo br nk msk. Nk boli cm tak best, sbb mahal la la ni. Nasik sayo ngn ayam dh la kecik dh RM5. Tu br utk den, bolum lg Firdaus pow den macam2 kt kodai tu karang. Baik den masak yo.

Tp bkn resepi warisan bonda, cuma tepung ayamas yg En. Hubby bole 2 hari lopas.

Nyeh nyeh nye....

Ni ado ni internet dh ok la kek umah ni. Sok2 harap die makin ok la. Time kasih abang TM, eh silap, time kasih adik TM..ehehehe

October 15, 2010

Aku tau aku mengader

Korang layan jelah. Hahahahaha

Tak lawa lak bile masuk sini. Tadi kt photoshop lawa gk. Hahaha. Aku tau aku pasan, korg tak kesahkn? Hahaha.

October 14, 2010

Small Small Little Big Thing...


Opis aku dh block fb skg during opis hour. Ya ya org lain dh lama buat. Tp opis aku baru2 je buat.

But still, aku dengan perasannya rasa, perbuatan tersebut adalah kene mengene dengan aku.

Ok aku mls nk cite, korg layan lah apa aku borakkan2 dgn hannan. Heheheh.

Siti: betapa feymes nye kawan mu ini..hohoho
fb ditutup pasai aku la jgk
hannan: :))
cita cita
Siti: sbb aku kutuk bos kt fb
hannan: pastu...bos ko baca kerr
Siti: tu ok lg, memula dia delete aku
ha ah..ho ho ho
tp bkn bigbos la
imediate bos
hannan: ooo..hehhehe...
Siti: skali die dh delete ada la plak tukang smpaikan
hannan: bos ko mesti saiko lepas baca status ko
Siti: kalu tak puas ati jmpa la aku
ni tidak, ckp blakang2
hannan: hahahha.....
Siti: pstu soh org block fb dalam meeting
hannan: hampeh jer...
Siti: hahaha
hannan: mcm takleh fb kat fon kan...
Siti: pstu kira skg ni aku tak publickan blog slamat la
tgk la kalu aku open balik
mau diorg block gk kot
sbb aku ni mmg takleh
tak puas ati mmg aku luah
ho ho
ok tu je cite
:D
hannan: blok tu biar je...
jgn open...
Siti: tuh la
aku privatekan blog aku
seperti aku privatekan hati ini jua
ewah..ahahaha
hannan: ko tak open pun ramai reader pun..
mcm aku ni....tak ko ida...tak ida ko...
bercerita utk rakan2...
bukan utk femes or else
Siti: betul2
aku akan jd ikhlas menulis
dan korg pn ikhlas membaca
:D
hannan: tula...lepas tu kutuk sesama sendiri kan...
hahaha....
tu yg best...takde simpan2..

All i can say is, u dont know me, to hate me that much!

p/s : I think this includes everyone. We dont have right to hate them, cause we might not know who they really are.......

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Regards,
Siti Fatimah Khairiah M Amin

Server relocation to new DC

Huhuhuhu. Sj nk share ngn kengkawan. Mcm ala2 ngadu la ni. Hi hi hi hi

Abang: sabtu kene keje dkt uptown
Abang is online.
Siti: pg smpai petang eh?
Abang: setup DC sana
ha ah
10 jam
Siti: oh smpai mlm la
Abang: yer kot

---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: Shahrun Hisam Mohammed Saif <shahrunhisam.saif@cimb.com>
Date: Thu, Oct 14, 2010 at 2:10 PM
Subject: FW: Server relocation to new DC
To: Siti Fatimah Khairiah M Amin <sitilemon2@gmail.com>


Sabtu kerja…ahad baru tgk umah jumpa abg tuh…


From: Jason Ngooi [mailto:jasonn@cwealthadvisors.com.my]
Sent: Thursday, October 14, 2010 2:05 PM
To: Shahrun Hisam Mohammed Saif; Liam Tze Vui
Cc: ssd_support@cwealthadvisors.com.my; schua@cwealthadvisors.com.my
Subject: RE: Server relocation to new DC

Shahrun/Liam,

Please bring along the labeling printer for this weekend works.

Thanks.

Best Regards,
Jason Ngooi
Mobile: +6019-270 1348 | Tel: +603-7712 2940 | Fax: +603-7726 5088
CIMB Group | GIOD IT | Wealth Management Group


From: Goh Siang Chua [mailto:schua@cwealthadvisors.com.my]
Sent: Wednesday, October 13, 2010 11:39 AM
To: ssd_support@cwealthadvisors.com.my; shahrunhisam.saif@cimb-principal.com.my; tzevui.liam@cimb-principal.com.my
Subject: Server relocation to new DC

Guys,

Please take note that the exercise for the server relocation will take place this weekend, Saturday, 16 Oct 10.

Shutdown of server will begin at 9am and relocation will begin at 10am.

Thanks & Regards,
Goh Siang Chua
CIMB Group / GIOD IT / Wealth Management Group
Office DID Tel: 03-7712 2835 / Office Fax: 03-7726 5088


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Regards,
Siti Fatimah Khairiah M Amin

Ni Gambar Smlm

Saje update. Sbb nk update kt fesbuk tkleh. Ho ho ho.

Amik gmbar ni nk tunjuk rambut gonjeng Hafiy. Aku potong sendiri depan ngn tepi. Ghimas...

Saya semakin bijak, dan semakin noti. Hu hu hu

Sejak gonjeng ni mcm lg mcm2 otak die bepiki. Noti sgt..

Ni masa tgh panaskan enjin kete, before gerak pagi2. Hapiy blom mandi lg. Hi hi

:)

Petang smlm, lepas dh siap mandikan dorg. Ni kerja Firdaus. Suka cmpak2 bantal selimut kt bwh. Pstu main 'Saya menang moto.' Hu hu

Ni bila mama suruh buat peace.....

Kne carik camera yg bole snap dgn cpt. Camera henpon ni amik masa lama sgt. 2 - 3 saat pn takleh, sbb budak2 ni bergerakkk je keje die. Hu hu

Ok tu je. Hi hihi hi

October 13, 2010

Encik Interior Designer

Mesej dari Encik Interior Designer (perah santan) merangkap seorang Abah dan Suami:

so i rasa kalau wiken nih boleh kompom gril mcm mana
dalam 26hb dorg dah boleh pasang kot
atau awal
konkrit siap minggu depan
katela dlm 20hb
roslan check order buat kabinet
boleh pasang dlm ujung bulan
asenyer kita dah boleh masuk umah lepas grill siap
tp dapor tak siap lagi
atau nak tggu semua siap
masuk paling cpt pertengahan bulan 11


P/S: Yg merah2 aku edit, sj bg kasi smpai skit mesej tu kt sesapa yg masih bc blog ini. Ada korg kesah? Hahahah. Takpe semua pn dh tau, penulis blog ni mmg cmni. Hiks.


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Regards,
Siti Fatimah Khairiah M Amin

Katil Idaman Firdaus dan Hafiy

Nampak gaya mama kene pendam perasaan dlu. Sebab bajet lari nih.

Igtkan mcm nk bli je katil bodo bodo tilam bodo bodo sementara. Bodo bodo pn dlm 3 4 ratus jgk termasuk tilam bodo bodo kot. Yela sbb nk kene bli 2 la kirenye. Ish tp nama pn bodo bodo yg nk bli smpai 2 tu apahal kn. Bodo bodo 1 jela dlu bodo. Ish terasa bodo betul. Hahahahha.

Tapi cm piki balik (Sbenanye hubby yg ckp takyah dlu, kalu tak ckp bajet, tahun dpn jela), katela bli. Pstu cm semak rumah je plak. Nti msti tak smpai ati nk bli dh. Sbb dh ada.

Msti time nk bli tu piki selesa praktikal suma skali kan.

So sudahnya. Tak bli la utk this round.

Tepuk tgn.........

We're going to mingle with each other dgn penuk sesak atas 1 katil king size bed. 4 org!!! Yes mmg sesak. Wpn sgt loving sbb kene tdo touching with each other. Dan budak Firdaus sgtlah panjang skg ni. Smpai mcm 1 line tu penuh die sorg. Dhla tdo lasak. Ish ish budak ni. Hafiy pn dh susah nk squeeze in kt memana. Sbb mmg dia pn panjang dh. Oh tidak. Rasanya katil lain is really important. Tp kene adapt jgk dgn budget.

Oh personal loan. I really need you now.

On the second thought: 10k personal loan, utk penuhi pembelian katil single utk 2 org? Tak seswai okek!

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Regards,
Siti Fatimah Khairiah M Amin

Progress Update

1. Grill, Konkrit Top dan Pemasangan Lampu, kipas dan railing langsir oh termasuk jgk pemasangan kitchen hood dah confirm sapa contractor. Cuma tak confirm, brapa kene. Kami target utk semua tu bawah 4k.
2. Kabinet Dapur - 1/2 confirm. Encik tu kate, kene konkrit settle dlu br die nk masok campor. Skg die buat dek dlu. Ini target bawah 5k. Ciput kn? Huhuhuhu. Bc2 kt internet bleh buat 0% installment. Kene tanya abg tu bleh tak nk baya pakai cc? Ho ho ho ho.
3. Langsir, wiken ni siapppp. Yeyyyyyyyyyyyy. Costing suma skali dlm RM600++++++++++. Kenapa byk sgt plus? Hahahahaha. Sb cm dh takde bajet plak nk bli railing tuh.
4. Kipas dh bli.
6. Dapur murahan pn dh bli. Kene bli, sebab tetibe dapur sedia ada cm telalu sedih.
7. Takde dh. Tu je yg mampu setakat ini.

Target kami - suma bergerak on schedule dan berjalan dengan lancar. InsyaAllah.

p/s : tgh piki2 nk amik personal loan. hmmmmm......

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Regards,
Siti Fatimah Khairiah M Amin

October 11, 2010

I Like This Pic...

Mama Stop It!

Firdaus ngn Hafiy main tunggang bantal peluk. Yg best tgk Hafiy gelak terkekek2. Lepas tu dia buat cubaan nk rampas camera plak. Ho ho ho ho.

video

October 07, 2010

Sneak Peak


Umah kami. :D
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Regards,
Siti Fatimah Khairiah M Amin

Syurga dan Yang Memuliakan Mama

Smlm mama EL. Penat sgt bdn rasanya. Sehari sblm tu ada jamuan raya opis mama. So mama handle bab2 hiasan. Mama malas nk dgr org2 mengomel2. Itu tak buat ini tak buat. Yg nk mintak tolong plak ckp, asek suruh dia jerk. Kerja, kalau byk sgt berkira memang tak jln.

So aku lah yg angkat2 meja, pasu bunga, sofa semuanya. Masa angkat tuh ase cm kuat lg aku ni. Takdela aku angkat suma, kira kalu takde yg bergerak, aku start dlu lah. Malas aku nk ckp byk. Mls nk dgr ngomel2. Dhla kalu kita sakit hati, kita kene diam je.

Kusangka panas smpai kepetang. Akhirnya aku kecundang jgk. Sakit asenye bdn2 nih. Takdela sakit gila, tp kalu dpt tdo lama skit ok dh ni. So aku amik keputusan smlm nk EL sbb nk tido. Hohohoho.....

Dh tdo skejap tghari tuh, br ase lega. Br aku boleh sidai2 kain kemas2 umah skit2.

Br arini ase bertenaga skit. Alhamdulillah....

So ptg smlm lepas amik anak2 kt nursery, aku nk tgk cite China kt tv3 tuh. So aku layan diorg minum milo ngn biskut kering. Mcm lepak petang2 ngn ida dlu. Heheh. Bezanya, ida dh betukar jd anak2. Boleh gk kalu nk buat sesi luahan perasaan. Tp diorg tak paham n takde respon la. So aku pn amik la gmbar diorg.

Peacefully, aku enjoy sgt moment ni. So layannn.. :D
Masa ni aku tgh tgk cite apa ntah, so aku amik gmbar diorg dr bilik. Kantoi di situ. Aku tinggalkan diorg, pstu aku pi tgk tv. Hahaha.

Tgk tuh, siap ngn dulang, siap lapik kain. Sbb diorg ni kalu mkn mmg MESSY GILERRR. Huwaa mama br mop sayang...

Mamat ni mama tgh2 masak air nk bancuh air, die berak lak. So br lepas tuka pampers tuh.

Eksyen je lebih, padahal tak mo pandang camera langsung.

Ini bkn eksyen, ini memang benar.. Bersungguh btol si Hafiy ni. :D

Eee geram tgk pipi ngn curly hair budak nihhhh.... Hari2 kene gangguan seksual ngn mama. Hari2 kene gomol... Hehehe

Abaikan tudung saji yg telungkup iteww.. Kekekeke

Firdaus senyum la skit, mama nk amik gmbar ni. Tak tau ni senyum ke hape ke..

Takmo la senyum cmtu. Senyum cm lain... Hmmm cmni boleh? Eee lempang jgk kang.

Tetibe hafiy sengih, tgk cubaan senyum di firdaus yg ntah hape2 tu...
Ok habis kecah kt dpn, mama pn kemas2, mls nk basuh pinggan sbb smlm kononnya nk mkn luar. Ho ho. Tetibe lak smlm ada promosi hebat Burger King, RM1 Whopper. So mama pn mls nk kemas2 dapo, malas nk basuh2 pinggan. Esok pg la sblm gi keje br basuh pinggan. Mop lantak 2nd round, tp mop kt kawasan milo tumpah jela. Lepas simpan mop, cerita Chinta pn start..

Tgh2 sedap layan episod Chinta tuh, boleh Firdaus dpt ider bernas nih:
Main BEDAK!!!!!

Siap berenang2 mcm swimming pool.. Huhuhu

Firdaus bj je koto, Hafiy dr ujung rambut smpai ujung kaki. Uwaaaa

Tgk la tu, nmpknya kene mop 3rd round plak ni. Huwaa....
Ok tu je update dr saya untuk hari ini. Dengan ini diumumkan, sy dh tak boleh akses Fesbuk dr opis. Sebarang gambar gambir dr anda tidak dpt dilayan. Harap maklum....

October 04, 2010

Update Rumah

  1. Langsir - dh tempah. Upah dlm RM150.00. Kain tu pndai2 la carik kain kt nagoya, ikot ukuran tingkap la cmne, (hasil khidmat nasihat dan demo langsir kt umah Puan Hannan). Utk Master Bedroom, Bilik Kedua, Bilik Firdaus n Hafiy dan Hall. Mcm bebaloi jgk la for me. :D.... Kain ada range harga dlm RM5 - RM20 semeter, ni yg design bese2 la. Contemporaneity design mungkin mahal skit kot. Ada yg beratus semeter jgk. Gilos.... Yg aku amik, bukak 110inci bidang. So tak pakai byk meter sgt. Ok la kn. Nnti dh siap sangkut aku amik gmbar la kasik mimah tgk. Khas utk mimah je ni. Hahahah.
  2. Kami dh dpt quotation utk dapor. Tp undecidable. yes, 3G glass door. and yes, granite top. But still exchangeable to cheaper material. Subject to change depending on our budget. Hehehe. And kalu ikot budget, asenye we opt for Melamine door and Solid Surface top. Ini utk 18feet punye kabinet for our dry kitchen. Without the sink, kene carik sinki. huhu. Kalau pakai konkrit pn ok jgk. Letak lantai kaler itam. Cun gk. ade tgk contoh aritu. Murah pn murah. N konkrit boleh tumbuk smbal pakai lesung tuh. Kalu solid surface mau terjegil mata Dato' Shahrun Hisam. Huwa huwa huwa. Murah skit. Dato' tetibe takmau 3G glass. Sbb takot anak die baling menan plak dh. So lg bagus jimat pn jimat. Nnti aku share jgk wajah kitchen kabinet kalu dh siap. Ho ho ho. So tgh carik material, melamine with glossy finishing. Chewah. Nama glamor, tp murah jerk. ;p... To be confirmed by today. Yeyy.
  3. Oh ya, grill pn dh settle, to be confirmed by today gk. :D. Ni skali masuk dgn upah pasang lampu tros.
  4. Kipas syiling blom bli, kene bli kot. Ho ho ho.
  5. Ekon, kompem tak bli yg br dlu. Hahaha. Bajek takdok dh.
  6. Katil anak2, lepas dh siap sume br bli.
  7. Tempat penyidai - pakai yg lama sudeh...
  8. Sofa - tak bli
  9. Meja makan - tak bli
  10. Blind - like mcm ko ckp mimah, tuk menjimatkan bajek yg mmg dh ado2 je ni. Ho ho ho.
  11. KOS NK PINDAH RANDAHHHH ho ho ho - lori, upah org bla bla bla.
  12. Kapet - hubby dh usha2, dia kalu usha swipe pn tak kesah dh tuh. huhuhu
  13. Lampu mampu - dh completer 100%. Tinggal nk psg jerk. Yeyyy..
Cost to be included later2 ah. Hehehe..

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Regards,
Siti Fatimah Khairiah M Amin