December 31, 2004

My last day at UPM

Huhuhuhu..sadisnye last day di UPM..........tp alhamdulillah..sumer keje dh settle...thanks to WAN as our team leader...thanks to K.FIENA....as our team support leader.......to DOLLAH as team most supportive player......to NG as team most unpredictable manner player....And as my own self....Team most muahahaha..ape2 jela...jnji keje siap dh...

wassalamm....

December 28, 2004

K.A.H.W.I.N

as'kum wbt....
hehehehe..memandangkan sorg2 kwn2 kite dh melangkah ke alam baru...jom kite bincang isu kawin ni nak...wakakakak...kite open la wei..tak kire la lelaki ke..pompuan ke.....dh ade calon ke..blom ade calon ke...ekekekeke......

aku tak tau la org len..tp aku..tak kisah nk share duit hantaran ngn laki aku...wakakaka.....tp share2 pon....paling tggi 50-50 la kan....takkan ade lelaki yg nk sggp kuar duit kurang dr bakal isteri...msti tercabar ego kan..yela..aku ase..lelaki ni..bab2 gini ego gak......bkn la nk kate...tp mende ni dh byk terjadi.....luar kawal la besenye....heheh....

ok..tntang sape nk kuar tu tak kesah la kan..tu pandai2 la nk handle...
tp bab duit tu.....byk tuh nk kumpol..paling2 rm20k....tu pon..kalu cm aku...dok kat KL...aku ase msti byk gk...

so..takdela..cube congak balik..posible ke nk simpan duit...at least 20k? tu pon minimum tahap tak ckp tu.....kate la kire stat tahun dpn..umo dh 24.......sebulan paling2 bole simpan rm500.....setahun br dpt rm6000...tu tak tolak nk byr roadtax kenderaan ke....kot2 ade delegasi2 ngn mmber2 ke.....ade la byk expenses lain yg tak dijangka..dh tinggal rm4000.......pstu masuk umo 25 lak.......kate la simpan gi ......br ade rm8000.......mase tu kalu kire2 balik..dh nk masuk umo 26.......simpan lg....umo 29 br la ade 20k....mase tu kos msti dh meningkat lg...pstu kadang2 ade blanje yg tak diduga gk...kite takleh nk kate mase dpn ni kan....so bile nk kawin?

cam kaum lelaki takpe la..life start at 40.....cm pompuan....kitrog tak mau la bercinta lame2...bkn sengaje nk presure2 soh kawin cpt....susah bercinta ni..byk risiko........dh tu..pelaburan pon byk gk....mase, duit sume.......

so, i mean..what is the issue? duit? aku ase duit laa....kalu nk kawin cpt....berutang......bile berutang...lg presure siot.......lepas tu..bile ade masalah..cerai...cmtu ke ending nye?

so cemane kite nk atasi masalah ni?kalu nk rendahkan duit hantaran.....nnti mak bapak plak yg ragu2 ke......skang ni...sbg org muda la katakan...aku mmg taknak jual diri aku..kalu dh kawin tu..bia la utk selame2 nya...dan dgn org yg aku selesa dn aku ase selamat.......tp parents aku...msti demand gk..tambah aku anak sulung......ade tu..anak bongsu ke...parents mesti letak high expectation nye laa....ko slow talk la cemane pon...wakakaka.....dh tu..takkan aku nk biar mak aku plak kuar duit byk2 kan.....aku ade adik2 lg diorg nk support......cm anak bongsu...takkan la sampai ati nk bia mak bapak tggng hutang...diorg tu msti nk relaks2......takkan nk keje lg kan......cam anak tgh2 pon ade preasure gak..kalu akak/ abg kawin cmne......takkan die nk kawin koboi plak kan.....pstu adik2 lg...wakakaka..pendek kate kawin ni byk bende nk pikir.....

sp what is the issue?cmne kite nk permudahkan isue kawin ni?aku ase cm tak logik plak kuar duit byk2....sekadar nk jd raja sehari......tp cam tak logik gk nk kawin koboi.....itu la sekali seumo hidop aku di raikan......lepas ni mmg tak de peluang dh laa.....aku pon tingin gak nk bg member2 merase nasi minyak aku......sedare mare aku...dulu aku bedal nasi minyak diorg...hik hik hik......

December 23, 2004

My Day Is Blury Today

Huarghhh.....ngantok la arini..tak tau kenape.....padahal byk ni keje nk buat.........mggu dpn dh last day..documentation lg....kalu nk skip bole ke?aku bkn tak reti...tp sistem ni tak stabilize gi....ade je nk kene ubah...

Mlm td aku tak leh tido..kalih2 pon taknak tido..last2 aku cube rewind balik zaman mase aku skolah dulu...aku ni takdela pndai sgt..mmg tak pndai pon...tp takdela bodo..hik hik hik.......kalu cite balik result2 peksa..mmg takleh dibanggakan pon........

mase aku drjh satu.....smpai drjh enam...aku byk main2.....so tu pasal la UPSR aku average je..tp bkn la cm forest gump kan....ekekek...pstu ayah aku gado lak ngn cikgu aku mase upsr..pstu cikgu tu letak rekod aku buruk..wpon aku budak average...tp mase skolah menengah aku masuk kelas corot skali..hik hik hik..jht kan cikgu aku tu...

tp ok gak masuk kelas corot tu...aku kenal ramai org...tp mase ni aku takdela main2..aku blaja2 la jugak..cume aku takdela ati nk excell ke...just aku jd mcm average yg bese aku jd....mak aku bising2 gak soh aku blaja elok2 masuk asrama..tp aku takde ati plak........aku blaja smbil lewa.....pmr aku paling teruk abad ini...ekekekek......padahal mase form three, aku berjaya masuk kelas kedua tinggi...ntah ape2 je aku ni...agak messed up la jugak aku ni sbenanye......terok.......tak ramai kwn....bile berkawan...aku tak penah setia ngn kwn2 aku......dn bile ade yg aku suke plak..tak suke aku...mmm..cmtu la aku mase skolah dulu......

tp masuk je form 4..aku mule bukak mate sket..aku mule pndai jage hati member..dn aku hanye kwn ngn sorg minah ni name erin...smpai skang aku kwn lg ngn die ni...ehehehe......SPM aku pon not bad...tp takdela power....bile compare ngn kwn2 kat U..aku cm malu..nasib gak la kire nye aku masuk U...hik hik hik.......

Bile masuk U....aku mule takde kwn balik...aku mule goyah balik..cmne nk pilih kwn.......last2....aku jumpe ida....bkn senang aku nk rapat and realize who she is in my life..lame gk laa....wlau ape pon....aku ase betuah kenal die...i hope our friendship last forever.....dlm pade tu aku kenal hannan, in fact...she's one of yg paling rapat ngn aku laa..bye....adah....acher......lyn........they all mmg baik......and my list grows longer and longer.....and aku realize..aku sbenanye suke berkwn...ekekekekek......

Bile dekat U....aku mule kene blaja berdikari...aku igt kate2 cikgu aku mase kat skolah menengah..cikgu kimia...kite nk nk blaja..kene la bersunggoh.....klau tak bersunggoh..ilmu pon tak bersunggoh nk lekat.............name die puan Saadah...she's my best teacher...kimia aku dpt terok siot.....wpon aku minat giler subjek tuh..aku overconfident kot......pastu mase U..aku taknak ulangi kesilapan yg same...aku cube sedaye upaye..wpon ade main2 gk...ekekek...

Pon begitu..aku mule pndai bercinta(ekceli kat skolah lg dh gatai...ekekeke).pstu bile kecundang.....mmg mood blaja aku jatuh gk aa......fortunately......mase tu dh final year...thanks to everybody around me.....i manage to cope up.......esp ade la sorg minah ni......pndai die tolong aku bgnkn balik......:p.......u know who u r....;).............

dn skang pon aku dh betemu cinta br...ekekekke....u know who u r too...ekekeke....dan group of friends br..sape lg kalu bkn dak2 SR....i enjoy being with u guys very much.........tapi,apit,sop,kelah,emy,ayaq,oyy,gurl,pion,omeng.....weih nk sebut sumer susah la kan....ekeekekkekekekkk

bile kat tmpt kerja pon......ade je kwn2 yg best2..borak2...ekekeke......fazi...k.fiena.....back at kolej legenda....k.aina.....k.as.......k.lily.....her.......k.nisah........mr ooi....ekekekeke

wel..my life wasnt so bad...eventhough takde la hebat sgt........tp aku suke...aku ase hepi...wpon harini aku ase ngantok.....;p

December 22, 2004

Hee..Aku tak reti la letak title

Hi geng..bertemu kembali dlm siri hari ini......heehe

mlm td aku dh piki2 dh ape nk tulis.....tp pg ni tetap idea taknak masuk gk...ehehehe...aku kalu bole taknak tulis mende yg bosan2....tp tu la.....dh aku ase bosan je..terpakse la tulis yg bosan...well hidup tak semestinye indah kan..........ehehehe

mlm td sedare aku dtg.....mak aku sibuk soh aku turun bwh....tak tau nape..aku taknak sgt turun bwh...aku tak kenal.....diorg pon tak kenal aku.......yela..sedare jauh tu...mak aku diorg kenal la..nk borak pe pon aku tak tau...dh la dtg hari kerja..aku mmg flat giler la tiap kali balik umah...penat woo driving....benda2 cmni la buat aku taknak balik umah besenye....mak aku cm tak paham plak...hmmm...aku tau la aku ni cm jahat pulak salahkan mak aku cmtu...besela mak2 kan...die nk sedare die sumer kenal anak2 die...aku turun jap tunjuk muke....aku cube layan borak..tp cm tak masuk..besela kalu tak bese borak........pstu mak aku pon cam buat tak tau je ngn aku...aku naik la bilik balik memerap je......tp nnti mak aku naik plak pggl aku balik.....aku btol2 tak tau ape tujuan die buat cmtu...aku usha gak kot2 ade balak ensem ke..takde plak..sumer jenis muke laki org je...eh tp takkan la kan.....tp kalu ye pon..aku taknak...huhuhuh..tolong la jgn la mak aku wat gitu......kalu btol..aku nk lari dr rumah...eh ape la aku merepek ni....eheheh..bkn la nk kutuk mak sendiri...tp mmg dr kecik.....aku kene dgr ckp diorg...tp tolong la pasal idop ni jgn pakse2 aku...sbenanye cm komputer ni..bkn pilihan aku pon..mak aku ngn ayah aku yg pakse.....aku ikot je......tp takpela...aku mmg suke pon...gi pon spm aku hampeh..mmg tak byk pilihan pon...wlau ape pon..aku suke gk komputer ni...aku bole bwk...tp kalu pasal kawin diorg nk pilih kan utk aku gak...aku mmg tak mau..wpon mamat tu kaye ensem ...aku tak mau..ehehehe..aku merepek lg.......ntah laa.....mgkin aku lari kot kalu btol2 jd cmtu...ekekekekekek..merepek la aku ni...takkan la mak aku nk buat gitu...die kawin ngn ayah aku pon pilihan sendiri...eheheheheh......

ok dh la..tu je la yg berlaku mlm td...

pg ni takde ape2 yg berlaku...borak2 cm bese je.....................aku indu nk borak2 ngn ida laa....ekekekeke................aku taknak YM..nk borak2 real life la...ekekekek....

ok la..aku nk sambung keje balik..kejap je ni...just a break........;)

December 21, 2004

Can We Take This??

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We Have Our Own Life To Cherrish.

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom. This was the scene of ten years ago. The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between usseemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school. Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes, Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn t help doing so. I moved Dew s hands aside and said, You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I ve got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her.

At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me. However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew s body. This was the means of my entertainment. One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I ve got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly. She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? . I m serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! .

At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again. She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month s time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn t want him to see our marriage was broken. She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember . You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.

I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form. I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable. My wife and I hadn t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn t looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn t tell Dew about this. I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now. She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All my dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it s time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old. I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn't notice that our life was lack of such intimacy. I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I am serious. She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry. I walked downstairs and drove to the office. When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, I ll carry you out every morning until we are old.

Achieving Something Big

Mcm best je tajuk tu...pg tadi aku dgr era...ape azam tahun baru anda? Tiap2 kali pon azam..tiap2 kali pon failed...Tu dulu la time skolah2 dulu....skang ni time dh keje....dh berdikari la sket konon......Msti ade azam/target dlm hidup masing2.......

Aku penah dgr ade kawan aku...azam die nk kerja kat luar negara......tp mainpoint die nk carik pengalaman...jd power giler.......best3...hehehe

Tp bkn azam yg bole achieve dlm mase setahun je.....msti ade satu jangkamasa sendiri yg set.....ade sorg kwn aku ckp ni...mmmm.....

Aku pulak....aku ade byk mende nk buat.....aku nk ade idea nk buat byk mende sampai aku mati...maksud nye..stiap mase aku ade target...hehehe..poyo ek.......tp buat mase ni..target aku nk carik keje...huhuhuhuhuh........

lg..aku nk blaja melukis...aku nk blaja menulis......improve my english and malay as well.......improve my programming skills.....and improve my working attitude........;)

December 20, 2004

upsi

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Life Just Gets Funnier Everytime

This morning i woke up, there's tears on my eyes. I dont know why, i just need to cry. I dont know what i'm sad about but i just need to be sad. I think of something i never want to be thinking of. Am i breaking it, or it just breaking apart. I know that nobody will understand how i feel, how i want it to be. I know there's someone out there will listen, but i just could not bare it anymore. I could not control myself agaisnt it anymore. I can just let it be and let it out. But still, the sadness is still here and i dont know how to make it go away. Am i just rythming or babbling? I dont know. Will today make me feel better? Will there be a better day? Should i the person to make my day a better day? Should i the person to have the answer?

December 19, 2004

.:: Your Birthdate: Life N Love ::.

Is your birthday day 1 of the month?
Your Life
You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something, everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to be more patient and complete what you have started, you will be successful in life.
Your Love
You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about the person. Vise versa, people who fail to impress you will hardly get a chance to be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme. You can only love or hate, nothing in between and this often shows in your expression. Try not to end a relationship in a quarrel.

Is your birthday day 8 of the month?
Your Life
You have pleasant and friendly personality. People look u to your wit and imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly complete what you started, which sometimes create negative impact to people around you.
Your Love
Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the time you are lucky. You fascinate people with good taste but you never have enough with one. Although your love progresses very fast, it never lasts.

Is your birthday day 16 of the month?
Your Life
You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make your dream comes true.
Your Love
You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at fist sight is not your style.

More Info

It's SUNDAY, and i'm still at home

This is something i found on somebody's blog....check this out.....

http://www.indianasrc.org/Goal.mpeg

I'll be back for more of this to add up to my blog....;)

December 18, 2004

I'm at home and it's SATURDAY....

Sebab aku bosan sgt...aku pon karang citer A,B, C..........kalu takde keje+takde mase bace la ek..........

***Atas Sebab2 tertentu.....aku ase aku patut tutup cite A B C ni...hehehe...sape yg dh terbace tu halal la yek...hehehe...


December 17, 2004

Post ke-2 Harini

ekekeke..kekonon je smlm takde ape nk tulis...arini ade plak nk tulis......ekekekekek

takpe ke tulis 2 kali ni?

hermmm......mmg dr td aku nk tulis...tp asyik terbantut je...ade lg byk keje aku kene buat ni...tp aku tgh tggu akak fiena nk gi smayang...tros takde idea nk buat keje...ekekek...gi pon mission arini dh accomplish...ekekekek

byk aku nk cite....td aku tepiki nk cite pasal lagu..ekekek..sib baik tak jd..klau tak blog ni msti bosan gile...ekekekeke......

sblm tu..aku nk cite pasal life qoutes yg aku suke...kadang2 aku amik org punye..kadang2 aku create aku nye sendiri..aku mmg suke berkate2 aa...bg aku..kate2 yg indah tu..berbaloi kalo kite dgr/bace....mmmm...lg berbaloi kalu kite kasi kat org tertentu...and org tu appreciate....n paham...

well..dont expect from life too much kan...mmmm...aku kene trime hakikat tu..........

skang ni...ujung bulan ni pon...aku dh tak tau ape nk buat..sbb dh takde keje....even aku tak sure..kat mane aku nk settle down..kalu bole..aku taknak dok KL..kalu aku dok KL..sampai bile pon aku takkan dpt tau cmne nk berdikari....tp aku taknak dok jauh dr org2 yg aku sayang.....at least..ade somebody tmpt yg aku duduk tu..ok la..........tp...andai kate..kalu org yg aku sayang tu abaikan aku......nnti aku sedih plak....aku ase sunyi..bia la org bising2 kat tepi aku pon..aku tetap ase sunyi....mmg aa aku sayang sumer kwn2 aku.....merater2 diorg ade......tp.....ade certain2 org ni.......aku pelu kan diorg stiap mase...ekekekek..ntah ape2 je aku ni.....tp mmg sedih...kalu dok dekat..tp susah jumpe...

tolong la jgn same kan aku ngn org len..org len ade kelebihan hidup diorg...aku slalu jeles..tp aku slalu kate ngn diri aku...itu diorg..bkn aku.....so kalu aku hadapi kesusahan..kesedihan...jgn nk same kan ngn org len....bile aku sedih..aku nangis....bkn aku buat2.....bkn aku nk......tp sumer tu dtg sendri....sbb tu aku..kesedihan aku...bkn kesedihan org lain......hmmmm

okla...dh masuk mode sedih..tak best..bosan..ok la..aku stop sini je..ok aku nk gi smayang...ekekeke.....

Title..JGn lupe letak tittle

Alo..what's the story i have in store today....hehehe.....besides my worts grammar level, actually i want to sharpen my english..muahaha....blabbling tak tentu pasal...hehehe.....

ok la..this morning what i just did.....i wake up as usual, and then take my shower, pray, then give my courtesy to my mother, and went straight to my car and start my enjin...cmne eja enjin lam BI a?muahahahhaa......and then i saw my neighbour monitoring her side of her house where i always put my car....muahahahah....i dont care if you plant your trees there, i just want to put my car there, and i know exactly how she hated it.....so, this has, a little spoiled my day....but i got something in mind to spoil hers...muahahaha...so i start my enjin, warming up for a while...and then i drove away...speedy in front of her trees....i just hope i did hit one of her plants....but i didnt....but the speed i think would put her in a coma or something....hahahaha...thats a nice story to tell.....dont make me hate you..couse u just put your life in trouble...hahahahahahha...i can be cruel sometimes.....

okla..stop babling..i guess thats all for now...tataa....;P

December 16, 2004

Ai Yareba andele...ekekeke

Wah..aku tiru ida ngn hannan nk start buat blog utk kawan2 gak...hahahaha....cm klaka jerk....tak tau ape nk tulis....ekekekeke

Ermm..today is my birthday...I'm 23 now..huhuhuh..i feel old...ekekeke..whatever la...

However..if hannan browsing this blog...i'm wishing her a very good day forward as a wife.....and not so long..as a MOTHER...wow hannan.....heheheheheh......

To Ochie too...She told me she already got a new 'somebody' now...guess what i'm talking about? New baby laa....congrats2......i hope she'll find a happy life....:D

To my dearest bestfreind...IDA...thanks for always being there for me...ekekek..adiah beday mane ni?ekekekeke.....

Okla..tu je kot..ekekekekeke