Life Cycle of Me

Dukacita dimaklumkan anak mama kene cirit birit pada 23/2/2008 hingga hari ini.... Huhu..tp malam tadi najis Firdaus dah pekat mcm biasa la. Die pn dh kuat mkn balik kuat nyusu balik...Dah bagi nenen paksa mama bangun bancuh susu lagi...Huhuhu..Takpe2 tu namanya untuk membesarkan body... Tapi nampak seksa jgk la die meneguk susu dari botol...Tekak tak brape ok lagi kut kadang2 nmpk mcm nk muntah balik...Tapi alhamdulillah dh tak muntah dh. Mama bekalkan biskut, nestum, bubur suma habis... Tak tau la anak mama ni mkn cemana tak dpt kubayangkan. Tapi smlm kt rumah nenek mkn lagi. Ish ish.. Pstu mlm tadi dh susah tido sebab kenyang sgt kot. Slalu dlm kul 3 bangun bukak mulut then tdo balik dlm masa 2 3 menet je.. Ni over 1 hour taknak tdo gk.. Siap panggil2 ibu ibu ibu.... Sampai mama tak tahan... Mama tros ugut...Heyy firdaus ni nk kene rotan ye.. Kekekekeeke.... tak pasal2 kene ejek ngn abah......Mama ke Ibu ek? Ntahh... Firdaus degil gk dok paggil ibu..Mama pn degil nk mama gk..Hahaha.

A long dot for a long paused....... I was very lucky... in my life I AM very lucky...Alhamdulillah...... when i was just a form 1 student.. there was a car...stopped next to me when i was waiting for my bus to school..and a man came out telling me to get in the car....I manage to avoid him and went to my friend's house.......... i was being a girlfriend via internet....to a person whom now calling our relationship - nothing! i was so hurt when he said he don't want me anymore...i wasn't even thinking how my life could have changed if i....well...we met and he did approach me on being his bed partner!! no kidding...but i was so blur..or maybe innocent...i'm just not into it yet that time....well am i lucky? or maybe god had helped me?? when i was on my practical..there was a guy...so keen to be my partner...i wasn't thinking anything..but to think again...how social his life was...and how nerdy and unattractive i was....his intentions could be vary and i was just so

kThis is suppose to be a review on film --> CUCI. Tapi kalu jadi lain sorry la ek..ehehehe I was watching it lastweek with hubby. Above all the obstacles we finally broke it and watch a movie together....ehehe... Firdaus was being taken care by his grandUMI.... and we were watching maghrib-movie....sinfull i know..ehehehe i was 1/2 hour in the movie without hubby. Everybody was like with their group of friends or couples or families..I was like ALONE and the light started to shut-off and the movie played without waiting for anybody......Huwaaa..kesian hubby.......about 25minutes jugak la he missed out the story......We were expecting not more than 10minutes of missed out..Because adik jual tiket tu kate.....Around 730 la baru dorg play the movie...So smpat la hubby masuk lmbt and smayang dlu...Turn out to be...the movie played on 720...maghrib pulak 727...hemm....kesian hubby...tu je la aku ckp dlm hati.. ok enuff of the dramatic stuff..lets talk cuci now..eheheh mula2 cite tu punya