Life Cycle of Me

Dr senin lepas mamat ni demam. Kira jumaat masa mama gi hospital tu die masih demam. Risau mama. Mcm manalah mama nk bersalin nih. Huhuhuhuhuhu.... Masa ni die tak tau lg die nk dpt adik kot. Yela apa la die tau sekadar tgk perut mama boncet pstu mama dok ckp adik2 kt perut tuh. Masa jumaat tu mmg dh tinggalkan firdaus dgn nenek. Jumaat mlm jmpa Firdaus dh baik dmm tp muka masih kesedihan sbb mama tak balik2. Sayu je mama. Masa tu mama dh nk masuk bilik labour dh. Siap Firdaus dgr mama jerit2 masa doktor buat VE. Dia pn jerit2 nk duduk kt mama. Lepas tu mama dh tak jmpa Firdaus dh. Mama dh masuk bilik labour. Tp dlm ati ni igt je kt Firdaus. Smpai la mama dh bersalin. Smpai la mama dh balik umah. Kesian kt Firdaus. Sorry sayang. Mama tak smpt nk tunggu Firdaus baik dmm dlu. Adik dh nk kuar. Lgpn mama tak larat nk tahan sakit dh. Huhuhuhu....... Firdaus 1st jmpa adik sabtu pg sblm betolak balik kg ikot nenek n atok. Masa tu tgk pn taknak. Apatah lg nk cium. Pada dia adik hanya merampas ...

Over 2 u fr hubby's mobile. Aku kt hukm.ptg td tetibe ase mcm xde contraction dh.dh tebyg nk blk jaga firdaus.dia kn dmm.tp tgk hubby cm isau takot bil hosp tggi tros ase besalah.yela kalu blk knpem2 kne charge wad utk sehari.consultation lg,tp bb xkua.patu dhla xtau sbenanye bole claim ke tdk kalu msk wad tanpa kua bb.so aku pn g la ajak hubby jln2 dr duduk je dlm bilik.aku ase keturunan aku mmg gtu kot.msa firdaus dlu pn aku jalan2 gk.dlu open ward jauh sket pjlnan.ni dlm bilik,xjln kemana pn.mak aku cite dlu arwah nenek aku,masa nk brsalin jln keliling umah smpai air ketuban pecah,tros baring,tros kua bb.tp aku jln2 dlm sejam,tros ada blk contraction smpai kebontot2 sakit.patu doktor check,igtkn kalu xdilate gak nk blk.skali dilated dh 2cm.patu lps kne selok tros lg menjadi2 contraction.doktor ckp dhla dh dilate,dia siap bole ase kepala bb.ish,kalu aku sambung jln ni sure xlama ni.sape yg smpat bc entry ni b4 aku brsalin doakn aku ye.masey.hehe Kesian hubby.dia blk umah nk am...

Kalu korg dgr statement mcm ni gerun tak?   "I jamin, kalau i seluk u skg. Dh ada opening 2 ke 3 cm"   "U ada turun air ke? Air ketuban u mcm kurang dr sblm ni" - masa doktor tanya ni aku ckp takde. Tetibe teringat, ada 2 mggu lepas masa tgh duduk2 tetibe bantal kt tepi aku tu basah. Igtkan air tumpah. Tanya mak aku cmne pecah air ketuban. Mak aku ckp ada bunyi meletus. Ni takde pn.   "Masalahnya doktor, sy tak ase sakit. Kalau sakit pn die ilang cmtu je. So mmg tak rasa contraction berulang2. Or contraction kuat gila." Mcm masa Firdaus dlu, before masuk labour room, mmg sakit tu smpai aku takleh tdo.....   "Kalu u nk i buat u kasi sakit bole. Nk?" Induce ke? "O takpe2. Let it be naturally" Org kata kalu pakse kuar lg sakit kn.   "Ok takpe, lgpn heartbeat bb still over 100. Bb masih sihat kt dlm tu... But he's gonna be out anytime SOON. Please make sure u got my number"   "Kepala BB dh turun sgt, u see ...

Everytime when you give me 'the look' You know i didn't mean to You know how hard i tried to do as you please But i love you anyway   When you made me cried You be numb and act like you didn't care But i know you do It hurts when you just let me I love you no matter what anyway..   When things gets too hard Sometime we can't make it We tried to face it We tried to be calm We even fought our ways sometimes But i know you love me no matter what...   I'm don't know if we can make it to the last It will be hard Things can never be too easy But i love you anyway   I will always do No matter what.....   Please... bare with me... ;)

When the global warming hits you and it turns out that you are alergic to air conditioning and surprise2, your son is following your genetic.   And when you guys couldn't sleep at night because it's too hot and you can't take it when the air conditioning is on.   When there's coughing and there's sneezing.   And you just couldn't take it.   The world is too hot and we couldn't sleep.   And so is the father who claimed that he's gonna work late today.   Sorry Abah, me and mama just couldn't sleep!   But the good news is, the salary is in. So lets have a shower and get to work! -- Regards, Siti Fatimah Khairiah M Amin

Sorila aku tak susun2 gmbar ni. Aku nk up siang td lg. Tp xsmpt. Nk tdo dh. Tdo lebih penting. Heheheh. Janji aku share skit psl Firdaus ok la ek. Hehehehe... Firdaus dh penat dh masa ni. Mana tak dh kul 1030. Tapi die melawan mata die. Mama tak larat nk pujuk. Bia abah yg pujuk wpn abah tgh penat br lepas main. Hihihi. Abah main kt court blakang tu je... Die dok la celah kangkang abah tu ha.... Masa ni abah tgh main. Firdaus lari pusing2 kt tmpt mama duduk jela. Panjat2. Tp kalu org amik video die mrh. Ni je la mama smpt snap. Hihihi Nk amik video Firdaus blaja tendang bola. Tp apakan daya. Anakku tak sporting di dpn camera. Dhla C905 abah ni lembab nk mampus. Sib baik tak mampus. Muahahahahahaha..... Mama dh tak larat. Gerak sket penat. Gerak sket penat. Penat je tdo. Penat je tdo. Muahahahahahahaha... Br pasan perut makin lama makin busat. Muahahahahaha... Tak tau la. Mcm takde tanda2 je. Abah dh termimpi2 nk cuti. Muahahahaha..... Tak dpt bygkan la cmne nnti. Dgn keadaan cuaca yg p...

Bukan la nk kata, aku betul. Takkan mati amik epidural. Ataupun sapa yg ckp epidural tu menyebabkan sakit tulang blakang tu tak fikir panjang. Tp i just want to show the right facts about epidural. Mmg la, kalu kita bersalin sepatutnya kita rasa sakit, tu pengorbanan kita utk anak dan suami. Yela, anak tu utk kebahagian suamikn. Tapi bg aku, ADALAH SALAH SAMA SEKALI DAN BERTENTANGAN DENGAN PERIKEMANUSIAAN jika kita secara direct mengondem org yg SUKA GILA amik epidural. Takdelah, bkn aku nk kata, korg salah. But get the facts right before you wanna accuse someone killing herself. Just because ORANG KATA, MAKCIK AKU KATA, MAK AKU KATA, NENEK AKU KATA, MOYANG KO TAKDE kata apa2? U need to get the fact straight. Apa itu Epidural yg sebenarnya. And kenapa ada setengah org mengalami sakit belakang? Before you can say anything.   The very main thing epidural is not good is because it cause more for you to pay to the hospital. Something melonjak smpai beratus2 ringgit. Sbb to do an epi, bk...

Sian abg Firdaus. Skg dh tak bole pggl die baby lg. Hihihihii.... Tapi die mmg suka kalu time dia ngade2, aku pggl die baby. Besela budak. Budak mana yg taknak bermanjakn? Hehehehehe....   Pg ni bb tendang2 mcm nk mrh mama je. Takdela tendangan die tu mcm sgt kuat. Aku takdela sakit. Tp smpai aku bole nmpk perut aku yg menegang dan membulat ni ternaik terturun. Mcm die nk ckp. Eihhhh knape tak kuar lg saye mama. Relaks la. Due lg 3 mggu. Abah pn mcm dh tak sabar tu. Tak sabar nk cuti. Cit. Hehehehehe.....   Tetibe pg ni aku terasa kurus sket. Ahahahaha. Ok ni cm klaka kn. Bkn la kurus apa, slalu jln langgar peha. Pg ni tak langgar lak. Patu smlm tak masak, tak mop, tak vaccum, tak sidai kain, tak kutip2 kain, tak tuka cadar, tak dukung firdaus sgt, So kaki aku mcm tak bengkak langsung. Siap nmpk seksi mcm before aku pregnant. Muahahahahaa. Perasan!.....   Smlm aku terbukak post lama aku. Masa bulan march 2005 ke 2006 ntah. Ada 1 cerpen pendek ntah hape2 aku buat. Psl diri aku s...

Sbenanye aku dh setat jiwang dr pukul 3pg tadi lagi. Sedih apsal takleh tdo dh. Mana tak aku tdo kul 930 mlm tadik. Yela aku post blog kul 730. 730 tu dh siap makan mandi suma. Lepas smyg isyak tros tak larat dh. Skali lg aku pejam mata tgk pinggan mangkuk tak berbasuh. Gua abis bateri. Hik hik hik...   Nila jawapan kepada tdo cpt mlm td. Bahananya lepas kul 3pg takleh tdo dh. Si Firdaus nyenyak plak die tdo. Hubby yeye je. Mlm ni i sedia susu ngn air (padahal air tu aku dh msk, die tinggal angkat kedepan je. tak aci tak aci. Ehehehe) u plak bgn wt susu ek. Mlm before tu aku kejut die sbb tak larat sgt layan tepuk2 Firdaus yg takmo berbaju tp sejuk. CEMANA TUH? Mlm td lena plak die tak bgn. Before tdo je nk cucu nk cucu. Siap rayu2 sbb mama dh stim mata atas tilam. Abah lak gi mana ntah. TP dlm persediaan nk tdo la jgk. Lepas minum susu, kami 3-3 pengsan......   Pastu kul 3pg aku tak tau nk buat apa. Aku pn terremind cita Cinta Utk Ain. Kisah cinta sengal yg buat aku melekat jgk ...

Huwarghhhhhh.... Mengeluh ke apa ni? Hehehehe... Td kul 5 sharp dh ada dpn puncher. Punch2. Basa basi dlm lift skit tros drummmmmmmmmmm balik. Amik sikenit tu. Dlm kete. Die dh nk gi blakang la, gi depan la. Sukati dia je. Kita ni dh la risau die jatuh ke apa. Bebaik ek bebaik ek. Knape len mcm je arini ni. Abah plak pesan, Arini msk asam pedas! Lepas tu balik tros masak (Jgn tgk tv dlu... Huhuhu).. I balik awal arini. Smpai umah nk tros mkn. Tu sindrom tepakse sengkak perut time lunch. Sb apa? Lu pikir la sendirik. Ehehehehe. Hem. Buat Bandung Cincau best gk ni. Bli Cincau dlm tin 2, Bli daun kesom ngn upah budak kenit tuh roti. Dlm kete die senyap la skit dpt pegang roti tuh... Smpai umah tros bukak tudung. Tros mula bersilat. Memula firdaus mcm gelisah resah. Knapa ntah. Tanya nk susu ke. Taknak. Die mcm cuba nk mengingat sesuatu tp aku pn tak tau apa. Ok ni aku drama. Kita balik2 tu die bg aku tarik napas dlu. Semua seperti biasa. Siap tumbuk bawang, kunyit, halia skit, belacan ski...

Napa arini i tgk u takde update blog pon? Surprice2 i never expect that my hubby would ask me something like that. But then again, he missed it. I update my blog almost every single time i'm online and feel like to update. Abang sayang, u yg tak check ur email. Penat2 la i buat notification direct to ur mail. ;p...   But then again, that was not why i am writting. The fact that my slide presentation for SMOKU is not done yet. But still i need to write this.   5 years or 6 years back, as i was a final year graphic student, hating myself for having to do BMRT renderring and trying my heart out to understand the algorithm. On man, it was fucking hard and i was fucking depressed and let down by it. Lucky I gone through it and trying so hard to leave it ASAP! I even got an offer to rightaway further my studies and gonna get paid for it! But i dropped the offer. I donno why i'm being so dump. I just tear up the offer letter. Later i found out that the form can be downloaded but ...

Cite ni dh basi. Aku dh kecow2 dh smlm. Ekekeke. Akhirnya WSK yg br sebulan pakai masa tu pn kena saman. Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu...   Memula dpt surat mak aku call. Sapa nama. Tinggal kat mana. Hahaha. Tak klaka. Die ckp ada surat urusan seri paduka baginda. Uish. Takkan surat offer sambung master kot. Hehehe. Tetibe je.   Lepas tu die ckp surat tu dr Balai Polis Bentung ke apa ntah. Tp yg PASTI BENTUNG.   Pstu aku ckp ni msti saman ni. Kalu apa2 berkenaan POLIS msti saman. Takkan la polis nk bg surat cinta kt aku kot. Sbb mak aku concern, ada nama aku n IC aku lg. Sah la ni saman kete.   Pstu call hubby, suspect kene masa aku anta adik aku lala aritu. Mmg ada pecut lebih 120km/j. Tp hubby kata pelik. Tu aku pegi Bukit Beruntung. Aku ni piki singkat. Ala nk pegi Bukit Beruntung bknnya tros smpai. Msti ada lalu Bentung. U ni tak tau peta ke apa. Mana ada u lalu Bentung. Kn u ikot Selayang, masuk Rawang kuar kt Bukit Beruntung. Oooooo. Abis tu apsal surat tu tulis Bentung? Umi salah ...

Rindu btol la pd sikenit nih. Pg td aku tepiki, hal Firdaus dh settle dh Alhamdulillah. Puas la aku tdo 2 3 menjak ni before dtg bb baru. Dugaan kalu breastfeed ni mmg bb akan kerap bgn. Payah la bb nk tdo smpai 3jam. Cm Firdaus time bb2 dlu. Even die dh nk setahun pn 3 4 kali bgn mlm2. Lepas tu wpn dh tak breast feed. Paling kurang 3 4 kali jgk aku bgn buatkan susu mlm2. Mmg jerih jgk la.   Ngn adik dia kali ni aku harap dpt lama skit la breastfeed. Jenuh asenye ngangkut air panas, bekas susu kalu nk gi jln2. Kalu breasfeed senang. Hangkut jela breast aku ni kesana kesini. Mmg melekat pn. Hehehehehe......   Takpe. Tu kira dugaan la. Firdaus bole isap susu selama mana Firdaus nak ye sayang. Mama galakkan. Nk jd mcm mama smpai darjah 6 pn isap susu botol lg pn tak kesah. Dairy product good for you, yela punca calsium kn..... Elok utk gigi. Elok utk tulang....   Firdaus skg mmg mcm big boy dh. Wpn bdn die agak kecik skit la compare ngn budak2 lain. Tak kesah la tu. Hehehehe. TP ...

Tak tau la kan. Ni aku amik dr blog peejburhan.blogspot.com. Slalu gk die cite die gi mkn kt situ. Mcm sodap giler je. Sama macam masa Azreen iklankan psl D'Tandoor dulu. Cmtu la perasaan die terhadap restoran nih. Aku ase, aku n hubby penah nmpk restoran ni tp taknak singgah. Sbb nmpk mcm grand sgt je tmpt tuh. Kan kt situ area kedutaan2 suma. Banglo2 sume (sila rujuk map di bawah. hihihi). So sure yg mkn kt situ org2 sekeliling. Hihihihi. Tp sbb dh byk kali sgt aku tgk minah ni post. Aku memula bolayan tros aku search map die. Tros ase mcm nk pegi. Hihihihii..... Smlm hubby buat nasi beriyani + ayam masak merah. Ayam msk merah sodap. TP nasi beriyani tu kureng. Bkn nk mintak tolong bininya. Muahahah. Bininya pn wt dek je bia laki sorg2 kuntau kt dapor sorg2. Sbb sblm tu aku ade hal buat keje lain dlu. So bila mcm terlambat gi dapo, aku ase mcm malas la sbb dh tau apa jd kt DAPO. Paham2 jela kalu chef yg mengaku chef hebat. 1 DAPO penuh ngn periuk belanga. Huarghhhhh. Sib baik la ...

Ala takleh nk up gambar.. Igtkn simpan dlm phone memory bole tarik. Upenye takleh. Mintak hubby emel gmbar die plak tak layan.... Tgh busy ler tuh... ;p.....   Mggu ni mmg mggu memasak. Hari2 balik msk. Hari2 lepas msk mkn dpn tv.. Hari2 basuh pinggan. Hari2 Firdaus berak byk. Muahahaha. Yela kalu die mkn byk = berak pn msti byk la kot kn. It's a good sign ke bad sign ek? Aku ase good la, bagus utk usus dia. InsyaAllah... Tak tau la perasaan aku ke apa. Tp kalu taik die keras kdg2 aku nmpk mcm ada darah2 skit. Tp skit jela. Tp bontot die takde lak luka. Isau gk. Patu die bkn jenis berakkk je cm bapak die. Sbb hubby aku mmg ada buasir skit. Pak mentua aku pn ada penyakit tu. Risau la kn. Harap2 firdaus ok la ek. Tp aku takdela die bg mkn pedas sgt pn. Bese kalu aku msk pedas, aku bg die ikan je. Nasik letak kicap. Lgpn Firdaus tak tahan pedas. TU aku pelik masa mkn lemak cili api kt umah mak ida tu beriya2 die mkn. Sbb slalu kalu pedas2 kompem die rejek. Ehehehe. Lg 1 kene bg die ...

I AM NOT trying to provoke or showing my objection to the government. But for me, this is an aswer why YB Nizar wants to fight it so much. This is not about winning or loosing. But i see now, who is fighting his heart for the people and who is not. I understand now, who is scared and who is bravely came forward and fight. No matter what the tv/media is saying. Gila kuasalah. Langgar undang-undanglah. But i think we should look from one side. WHY in the world that they want to fight IT so much? Slama ni depa dok ckp, depa dpt sokongan rakyat. So why are they denying voice of the people. Why so scared to BUBAR DUN and do an election. PKR or PAS or DAP don't have the power. SPR is under the government. The much they can do about PENGUNDI hantu, the PKR PAS or DAP can't do it. Knape takot sgt? If people does support u, they'll vote for you. How can you say u have the people's say, when u r denying it! Nizar had proved it to me, HE REALLY WANT TO BUBAR DUN AND DO AN ELECTION...

Kisah Cinta   Aku tak boleh tgk citer cinta, baca blog org bercinter, apa yg bercinter buat, apa org bercinter berkorban. Nnti aku akan ase terharu. Kalau org tu sedih kerinduan, aku pn akan sedih kerinduan. (poyo je!). Hik hik hik.   Smlm aku bc kt nurulism.com psl percintaan jarak jauh die ngn hubby dia slama 3 mggu. Cian la hai. Kalu aku pn tak sanggup. 3 4 hari pn aku dh mengelupur. Aku ni nk ikotkan dh tua, dh patut matang. Tp nk gak melekat kt hubby. Hehehehe.   Mcm terperli aku dgr hotfm pg td psl belangkas. Tak smpt dgr byk caller la, tp ada caller tu die kate die nyampah tgk couple yg cling sgt. Mkn pg, tghari, ptg, mlm, supper kalu ada sume nk sama. Patu bile balik umah calling2 gayut2 lg. Padahal SUKATI la kn bkn ko baya kn bil tepon org tu pn. Kekekeke. Tp aku takla cmtu sgt kot. Sbb hubby aku tak suke gayut2 nih. Aku call la die limaploh namploh kali pn sehari. Die angkat patu ckp a a a je. Hessshhh tak romantik langsung. Smpai skg aku jadik naik muak nk tepon di...

Our soon to be HOME... InsyaAllah..... Mcm dh 50-60 % siap je. Tapi October 2010 br siap sepenuhnya... InsyaAllah..........

Die ni kn, susah2 org create kan blog bkn nk post sendirik. Muahahahaha...   2 soalan :   1. Apsal Firdaus nmpk mcm tembam? Ini budak, tdo pukul 7 mlm smlm masa dekat K4. Lepas tu bangun pukul 5 pagi isap susu, lepas tu tdo balik smpai la time abah gi keje... Terima kasih sayang sbb kasi mama peluang tdo nyenyak mlm td... Sgt nyenyak.... Smpai pg td malas nk bgn. Hehehe..   2. Die mandi tak pagi td? Ntah kenapa sbelom2 ni die nk mandi ngn mama je. Ajak masuk bilik air msti tarik mama. Smpaikn taknak org lain mandikan. Kalu tak tak kesah pn sapa yg mandikan dia. Tp smlm die dh nk abah mandikan. Mama ada 2 tgn nk buat bende lain jgk sayang. Hehehehehe...   Smlm kami mkn Ikan Bawal Putih Masak Stim dengan telur ikan, pungkok ayam, hati ayam, ngn glizard ayam goreng. Abah telah mkn semua pungkok ayam. Pungkok btol, u kn tau i pn suke pungkok ayam. Huhuhuhuhuhuhu....... Sib baik tak kempunan sgt. Lepas tu tinggalkan skit ikan n kuah n nasi utk Firdaus, tp tak bangun2 mamat tu nk j...

Ni igt nk up gmbar2 smlm lepas mandi. Skali Firdaus buat hal lak plak. Dpt up video die tepuk tgn skit je. Hehehehe..... Nti kalu ada masa aku update lg kt umah nnti. Gmbar2 tu sume kt umah. Hihihihi.....

Muahahaha...Grammar tonggang tebalik. Kasi malu sama company saja aku ni... Hihihihi... Just nk share video yg abah amik time die balik keje tadi. Aku takde camera. so takleh nk amik gmbar Luqman Khairul time melawat die kali kedua td. Mak aku request nk gi tgk. So aku pn mmg nk tgk sgt2, so aku bwk la. Lgpn ayah aku ada, mak aku kalu ayah aku ada cm bosan2 kit sbb die kene dokkkk je kt umah. Takpela bwk la die gi jln2 jap. Hihihi. Lgpn Hubby keje. Bosan gk dok umah dgn panas nyeh. Sabtu aku dh dok umah sepanjang hari. Kesnya hubby aku majuk. Memula aku ajak gi Tropicana Mall. Patu die ckp ok. Skali tgk2 br mggu kedua bulan may. Hubby mcm dh jatuh mesekin. Muahahahahahahaha. Patu aku ckp tak payah la. Mcm dh terlepas ckp la. Patu die wat hal die tdo spanjang hari. Aku pn mmg dh takde mood. Lgpn Tropicana Mall tu mcm mahal je kn. So dok umah jela kami............... Takpe. Aku mls dh ckp psl duit. Sbb buat mcm mana pn tak ckp gk. So buat2 ckp je laa... insyaAllah cukop.......... Patu ah...

Tetiba je. Ehehehe. Pg td ntah knape ase mcm nk angkut dia skali gi opis. Ptg ni dh nk balik tak saba asenye nk jmpa dia. Ehehehe. Emo tak tentu psl namanya nih. Tp kalu die meragam tuh, aduhai. Tuhan jelah yg tau betapa menyampah n tensi nya mama. Hehehehehe.....   Pstu ternampak la plak gmbar masa die kecik2. Tetibe rindu plak. Firdaus masa baby lg tak byk ragam. Skg ni dh besar dh noti. Lg kuat nangis. Lg kuat memberontak. Eiyyyy gerammm mama tau tak. Hehehehe....   But he's still very adorable, lovable, hugable, kissable.... Emmmm. Esp stiap kali lepas solat. He'll kissed me. Kalu ada abah, abah pn dpt skali kene kiss... Tapi kalu suruh salam, ikot mood. Kecik2 dh tunjuk sifat kesingaan die tuh. Hehehehe....   Can't wait to meet him this afternoon. Kalau abah balik lmbt kite gi mkn kt Kenny Rogers nk tak Firdaus? Mama teringin plak tetibe. Hehehehehehehe.........

Aku mmg sgt risau at the moment. Aku ngn hubby berbelanja like no others bussiness. Hubby said we can make it. But i dont think we could. So far masih blom ada perebutan kuasa atau berbalahan kuasa. Sbb mak tak kuasa nk layan. Muahahahahahaha...   1st of all - WSK la kn. But bende tu mmg penting. Wpn spatutnya kalu btol nk bejimat pakai la Waja ke Wira ke. But hey, the choice is in my hand. I got to choose so that's what i chose.   2ndly Henpon baru hubby. Wpn dia claim bole claim. And he's gonna pay back the money i should be spending for my baby son coming this june - maybe not even june. Tak tau la. Bergantung kepada berapa lama rahim aku bole bertahan.... And i end up loosing my backup money - ye aku akan sebut byk kali. But still like he could never wait.   3rdly AIRCOND!!! Ye, mmg it is nice to sleep like sleeping in an ice box. Huarghhhhhh... Tapi untuk spend for 1k is too much la bang. I still rasa we should wait until at least we clear a few debts. Ataupun like...

Mcm best plak. Tulis blog dr email. Takyah susah2 nk gi click kt newpost blablabla. Kalu nk letak gmbar pn senang. Takyah nk tggu die browse select. Attach je. Tp tu la. Kene jgk bukak blogger utk susun balik gmbar. Tp muka aku nk susun? Susun letak celah2 ayat jela. Sequence gmbar aku bia je. Hik hik....   Aku klaka la tgk apa jd kt Perak. BN kata Raja Nazrin sokong dorg. Sekonyong2 PKR kata Raja Nazrin sokong dorg gk. Sbenanye Raja Nazrin nk menenangkan keadaan je. Bia jela Zambry tu jd Menteri Besar. Pstu kalu la kate Zambry tu jahat (muka die mmg nmpk jahat), kumpul la bukti. Bg la die buat apa die nk buat. Ke apa sbenanye yg PKR takot sgt smpai kene lawan smpai cmtu skali? BN pn apa agenda dia. Tu yg aku tak paham. Smpai bole dorg block Raja Nazrin nk masuk dewan smpai 5 jam. Ptt kul 1030 masuk, kul 3lebihptg br dpt masuk. Slumber ko je. Konon Daulat Tuanku. Kesian plak kt Raja Nazrin...   Dh la aku terkejut. Upenye Raja Nazrin tu sebaya ngn bapak aku. Muahahahahah. Anak die...

I'm on leave today...   Arini adik aku lala kuar dr AADK punye pusat pemulihan. A bit sad to find out, he was there like in a lock up. He was held in a room fill with drug addicts, heavy one and left there for 14 days. Tak boleh smyg tak bole mandi. Tdo berak kencing situ with 10 other men in one room. Aku tak tau la, wpn that condition change his mind a bit. He saw how a human may react when they addicted, but they couldnt get it... So dia ckp die mcm insaf. Wpn mcm he didn't deserve that. Sbb die tak heavy. Even after detox, kesan drug tu dh takde. Sbb mmg die ambik pn dlm sebulan sekali. Kebetulan masa kene tangkap tu dia br lepas amik. But he said he understand why my mom wants him there (we actually don't know what kind of detox program AADK handles. Tapi kami difahamkan, akan disediakan bilik khas, baju khas, makanan khas dan BOLEH SMYG) turn out - takde program. Just being left there for 14 days.   Ntah la, a bit worried about my brother punya mentality. Bayangk...