Aku tak percaya...

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Aku memang tak percaya cinta.. Sejakkkk...

Ntahla. Aku tak percaya perkahwinan aku ni berdiri sekukuh hari ini kerana cinta. Aku percaya, perkahwinan aku dan suami, aku masih bersama dia, sayang dia, mahu hanya dengan dia kerana Allah S.W.T. Kerana Allah S.W.T telah mengikat hati nurani perasaan hanya utk suami aku sekarang ini. Alhamdulillah.

Jadi aku tak percaya cinta. Sebab tu aku tak percaya, semata-mata kerana cinta semua orang sanggup buat apa je. Sebab bagi aku cinta boleh pudar. Cinta boleh hilang. Cinta boleh tukar jadi benci........

Jadi aku refuse utk percaya cinta.....

Biarlah antara aku dan suami takde CINTA. Asalkan kami senang antara satu sama lain. Bertanggungjawab antara satu sama lain. Masih boleh bersama. Masih mampu bertahan. Dan masih dilindungi DIA.

Wallahualam....

Aku hanya mampu menulis. Tapi aku sndiri tak mampu untuk menerima kepahitan sebuah kenyataan yang sebenarnya.

Apa apa pun aku masih berharap...Berharap utk apa? Ntah aku pn tak tau.


Hahahaha. Sekian entry yang pening ini. Sbb aku tgh pening nih...
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Regards,
Siti Fatimah Khairiah M Amin

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