What a day....

Last saturday, we went to a kenduri of my Hubby's closed school's friend, Zuraidah namanye. She went to our wedding so we got to attend hers. Attended the wedding is hubby's closest friend KEPEK bkn kepet..hihihi, nita and hubby (which i didn't know her name at first), zila (yeke?), kesang gigi jongang tetapi hensem (nyeh nyeh nyeh), gjul and zana yang cute and got a bumb (mcm pregnant kot..hihihi), syed, korek and last but not least..let me just continues story first....huhuhuhu

So mcm bese i tros jd pendiam.....Yelah kn..i'm not one of them when they were at school...They are like growing up together and learn things together....Ups and down together...I'm like totally not one of them....huhuhu..benci tau...tp ade progress la jgk....At least i'm not stranger anymore..It's been a few majlis already that they've met me...:D...so i can do open discussion with them now....Esp bini kepek...She's just nice and sweet....Mmg baik..tp tak penah dpt nk ckp banyak2 ngn die..maybe die pn rase mcm distant gk..maybe muke aku nmpk sombong..maybe ...ntah...ehehehehe

So we ate....Me and hubby one of the 1st to arrived.....After half way eating few of them arriving one by one......kalu couple tu two by two la kot..ekekekeke...:p...

and then Nita was sitting next to me enjoying her meal with her Setahun 20 hari son (odd kn? aku tak penah dgr org kate anak die Setahun 20 hari...Bese kalu setahun, setahun je la..ekekeke)....Then there is this one person dtg..Berbaju hijau...Berkilat...Dlm hati aku..Is it trend right now..Pakai baju kilat2..Huhuhu.. I was so out of style by wearing blouse with seluar....Yelah..kalu dlm kete ngn firdaus skang susah btol pakai bj kurung..Kuar2 dh tak mcm pakai bj dh nnti..Muahahahaha..tgk masa kenduri belah mak kuyu dlu...pakai bj kurung....tak selesenyeeeee..nyeh nyeh nyeh..kuar topik sket..... Tp mcm best..aku pakai bj itam..alih2 tgk kuyu pn pakai bj itam...dr dlu lg..die mmg suke ikot kaler baju aku...best best best...:p....

Ok sambung cite...So this Nita was shouting..."Eh lama nya tak nmpk..apa khabar skangg.." ke apa cita skang lebih kurang mcm tu la...Hubby was being really ntah....Awkward...mcm tak senang duduk..mcm cacing kepanasan..aku terasa mcm tu..Aku tgk balik minah bj hijau tuh...Apsal mcm cun sgt ke minah tu? Serius..aku terasa mcm tu tapi aku tak tau nk tanya hubby mcm mana..Sbb die pn mcm tak ckp apa2..And nobody introduce sapa sbenanye minah bj hijau tu to me......So lg pn...I'm just another girl from different school..Sapalah aku depa nk kenalkan kn..Tp still ase pelik...mcm something is something somewhere...ehehehehehe....

Lepas tu time amik gmbar...I was sitting behind the girl...Hem....Pompuan ni sapa ek..awek salah seorg dr depa ke? Ntah....Apsal die menyibuk sini nih? Well, hubby jarang introduce member pompuan kt aku..Maybe she's just nobody..Oh what the hell la kn.....................still aku rasa something...tp aku tak tau apa...so aku diam je la................

So dlm kete...as usual..My hubby just diammm je..Bosannn gile..I already forgetting the awkwardness of the moment td tuh.....(Msti hubby aku nk komen apsal tak cite psl pengantin kene usung atas buluh tuh? muahahahaa...well this is my blog..kalu u nk cite sila cite kt blog u lah..muahahahahahahahahaha)........

So aku pn try berdialog ngn hubby...
"Nita tu anak die kecik je...padahal dh setahun dh tuh.."
"Nita tuh awek kopet dlu..jiwang karat gile mamat tuh"
"Bis tu kawin ngn org lain lak?"
"Ntah tetibe je....kalu kopet ade td mmg bole kacau dia la..nasib baik die takde...muahahaha..yang dia kawin tu senior kitrog......."
"Ooo bis tu bini kopet tak kesah la" (this time i though kopet was kepet..muahahahaha)
"ha? kopet ke kepek?"
"Ala mamat yg ada anak dekat sebaya kite yg bini die tua setahun tuh"
"K.E.P.E.K kepek..bkn kepet" kureng je siap eja plak utk aku..ekekekekeke
"Ooo nita ti ex-girlfriend die la"
"Ni sapa nih? Kepek tuh yg ngn bini die tadi tuh...Yg Kopet tuh yg Tuan Haji tuh laaa"
"Ohoooo ...kopet tak dtg td kn"
"Ha ah...."
"Kepek keje apa ek..kaya dia kn"
"Di keje bla bla bla"
Pendek kan cite...bacically aku just tanya kwn2 die keje apa..napa diorg macam nmpk loaded je..
"Kesang tu keje logi taik..buat logi taik dgn Indah Water..muahahahahaha"
"Ohooo..ok...erm....kwn u dlu tuh tak dtg ke?" Jeng jeng jeng..aku tak tau napa aku nk tertanya soklan ni...

Citer dia dh lama....dlu time aku keje kt mantin.....Aku kenal rapat ngn sorg kwn skolah kuyu nih nama dia Fazi..Dia lah bgtau kt aku psl ex-girlfren kuyu..Tak smpt jd gelfren pn...tp kuyu mmg suka kt minah ni..And minah tu pn happen suka kt kuyu gk...tp disebabkan minah ni kantoi sket SPM dia..so dia rasa rendah diri..tgk kengkawan suma masuk U suma kot...Dh tu kuyu dok call2 minah tu tp dia tak layan..maybe bkn jodoh diorg la kot..tp bkn sbb apa..cuma die rasa rendah diri ...tu je...kalu tak mmg on diorg bedua tu..huwaaaa...wpn bende ni mcm takde apa...yeke? tp stil..aku cita ni aku ase sgt mcm tak stabil la kedudukan aku........serius.......sbbnya...aku cuma insan kedua yg dtg....Well, i still believe in love at first sight..bkn senang nk lupa.................

as for me......aku mmg penah bercinta before hubby aku..but it was different...........serius...aku tak mcm masa aku ngn hubby aku..wpn at first...i was down jgk....aku igt aku sanggup mati sbb ditinggalkan kekasih..cecewahh...ahahahaa....tp deep down.......sbenanye hubby aku skang ni lebih beri impak dlm hidup aku..secara impak maksima lah..muahahahahahaha....risiko aku ngaku bende ni..tp itu la dia nya....kalu ngn ex aku dlu.....nk pegang tgn pn aku ase mcm..hiii....takmo lah...tp ngn hubby aku..wpn die gk approach nk pegang tgn aku dlu..tp aku ase mcm redha n relaaa je.....apa org kata..tahap penyerahdirian tu lebih terbuka and ikhlas laa..ekekekekekeke...:p.......lepas tu.......aku hari2 nk jmpa hubby aku..masa bercinta dlu toksah ckp la kn......smpai aku ase aku terlalu sayang dia...and bila die sambil lewa ngn aku..aku dpt ase beza dia tu...betapa aku sayang kt die tu lain mcm...muahahahahahahahahahaa.......Bkn mcm ngn ex aku dlu tuh.........sbb dgn ex aku dlu..aku tak start feeling2 nih....ex tu yg start dlu...die yg layan aku bagai puteri la..die yg kate nk kawin ngn aku la apa la...aku layannn kan aje lg pn aku solo menyendiri masa tuh..tp ngn hubby..byk bende aku yg start rasa dlu..kebetulan plak die pn ngaku time tu die memang tgh carik awek...so lebih kurang aku ni mcm tempelan laa..aku rasa mcm tu....huhuhuhuhu..sedih....masa aku taip tempelan ni pn aku rasa sedih................

Mcm hubby aku plak......die mmg ade hati ngn minah tu.....and minah tu pn ade hati ngn die......minah tu ade ciri2 wanita idaman die.....minah tu sports punya kaki......tak mcm aku kaki bangku..huhuuhuhuhu.........inferiority complex......i know i am...but.......how can i feel secure..........he said......die try tepis suma perasaan kt minah tu kalau ada.............sbb die taknak lukakan perasaan aku...............tp...as to know the real things that happened between them.....aku takdela terluka...tp aku rasa....kedudukan aku ni tak stabil mana....silap sikit..mgkin dia akan berpatah arang....dan sapelah aku hendak menahan cinta...huwarghh...sedih nya.....

so the story goes.....

"sapa..."
"nurul..."
"ada td tu....yg bj hijau tu?"
"hah? diaaa...ptt la i tgk u tenung die semacam...i igt u tgk die cun sgt ke apa....."
"mana ada..........."

Aku tau..he's mine..what ever it is...i'm already his.................tp aku tak bole rasa selamat..lgpn lelaki kn boleh kawin 4...and he's still trembling when the girl appear in front of him.....the fact that he had a crush on her......can never be rewritten...it's a fact.............and the girls is still single..huwargh......

dh tu dgn penuh perasaan bercampur warning...aku pn kate..

"kalu u kawin lain..jgn harap u dpt jmpe i or firdaus lg...........i takkan biarkn...i takmo tgk muke u dh smpai bile2..."

emosi giler...dlm hati aku ckp..takdelah.........i can never live without him...mcm mana terluka pn aku....aku akan tetap tunggu dia...mcm perempuan bodoh...................that's what love gets to me......huhuhuhuhuhhuhuhuhu