Life Cycle of Me

Dan bangkitlah wahai muslimin sekalian... Kerjakanlah solat... Dan lihatlah wahai umat manusia sekalian... Akan kebesaran tuhan... Dan mintalah wahai saudara-saudara sekalian.. Keredhaan dari yang maha kuasa... Allahu Akhbar! Allahu Akhbar! Allahu Akhbar! Beginilah Muhammad Firdaus setiap kali azan berkumandang.. Taksub dan asyik skali die menonton...Kalu budak2 lain tgk iklan, firdaus langsung dok layang...Tapi kalu azan dengan yg last2 tu....Die tengok gk.... Firdaus, Mama harap nanti bila besar Firdaus rajin semayang dan jadilah insan yang beriman dan bertaqwa ye sayang....Amin.......

Macam best tgk org hari2 update blog...aku pn kalu bole nk hari2 gk...tapi kadang2 takde story nk citer je.. Hehehe....... Came about today life aku agak low density la graphically...Ade a few things yg bole membuat kn keadaan yg tense...Tapi aku bejaya elak..Alhamdulillah..At least takde la scene nangis2 or gaduh2 lama2 kn...Or scene bertegang mulut ngn rakan seopis...So positively...Things gets under a good control...But i do not knw whether it is good for me or not.....Stakat ni aku tak notice any bad things or effect la...Hopefully everything will be ok......Insya-Allah.... Things under my to-do-list as of today.... 1. I really-really want to celebrate my annivesary...Huhuhu..hopefully 2 or 3 night somewhere...Nk taknak kene la bwk firdaus kn..Kesian plak nk tinggalkan die... 2. Aku pn tepiki nk celebrate beday firdaus.....Very simple celebration jela...Tp at least nk ada la budak2 baby dtg.....hehe 3. Restructuring my house..at least aku nk bli katil baru..so that takdela tdo kat ...

Wah bestnye....macam HADIAH harijadi asenye.... How u disappointed me almost 2 years ago...And then today u make me jumped from my chair... I'M REALLY HAPPY!!... Ewah..mcm ckp kt boypren plak...Hahaha....Ko la ni PIOWN .....Aku punyela sedey gambar2 kawin aku cm tak lawa...Skali arini ko up gmbar2 aku yg cun2 tuh..Hahaha......Ok la...aku exagerated...org lain mungkin kate..ala takdela lawa sgt...What the hell... I think it's really GREAT ...Here some of the BLISS to share....:D..... Saya Shahrun Hisam Mohammed Saif akan menjaga isteri saya Siti Fatimah Khairiah Bt M Amin sehingga akhir hayat... Amin. Dan sekiranya saya tidak menjalankan tanggungjawab isteri saya berhak menuntut haknya...Kes kes kes.... masa makeup-makeup... hepi giler nk kawin... dengan family masing2....huhuhu...kenangan giler gmbar ni... dengan kawan2.....

Duit.... Pangkat... Darjat... Harta... Penting ker? Hemm... Penting jugak kot. Tanpa semua ni sedikit sebanyak manusia akan berselisih faham jugak. Sejauh mana lelaki bole bertahan kalu isteri die punya pendapatan yang lebih dari dia? Sejauh mana seorang isteri bole bersabar kalu asek die je yang keluar belanja. Sejauh mana mereka bole berputih mata kalu tgk org sekeliling sume macam laki die tokei emas, bini tukang abiskan harta bende suami je? Sejauh mana? Kalu bukan sebab duit, pangkat, darjat atau harta...Sejauh mana manusia bole menerima keadaan tu dgn hati yang terbuka. Jgnkn lelaki yang takot dianggap dayus. Perempuan pun kalu lelaki tu kaya and berdarjat sgt akan merasa rendah diri tak sesuai sume la... Takdela. 2 3 days ago i had a thought on someone... Die ni budak penghantar surat je la. Tp perangai die so pleasing... Muke die mmg tak ensem la sket. Dan die hanya seorang budak penghantar surat. Mcm kesian kt die. Sape la nk kt die kn. Hehehe. Tp die mmg baik. ANd die mcm men...

eheheh..dengan kate lain takde hale tuju yg sahih....ehehhee br lepas baca 1 blog ni...pasal die di perantauan...all shitty stuff di perantauan....Ala kalu kt negara sendiri pn ade all shitty stuff..cume kite jarang sebut je kot....Tapi blogger tu die cite sume jerih payah die..kalu ade happy stuff pun die cite gk la...ni kite kalu cite kt org tu mcm perfect sgt la life kite tuh...kalu tak best pn ade selindung2 lagik....tak best lansung...very the stereotype..ekekeke..mcm la aku ni bertrus trang sgt..yela..trus terang kang ade yg terase susah plak kn..ehehehehheheehehe....... lepas tu aku baca plak cite2 psl britney spears..aku takdela suke sgt minah ni..tp aku pitied die sgt....kalu aku la kt tmpt die for sure aku takleh buat keje...bygkn..tak dpt jmpa anak sekerap yg kite mahu....patu bile die dpt jmpe die peluk2 cium2 anak die...uhhh sadisnya.........jht sgt ke die smpai mcm tu....huhuhuhu..ntah la....aku sedar diri aku sgt bertuah berbanding die.....wpn hubby berkali2 merampas fir...

Agaknya kalau blog ni seorang manusia mesti die bole jadi gile dpt blogger mcm aku ni. Hehehe. Well what to do, eventhough i'm not alone in this life, but still a lot of things in mind i can't tell to all..Which bugging me because i need to let it out! I don't know. What is life is all about. Is it just about complaining again and again about life? Maybe this is the reason a person became suicidal. I don't know. But one thing for sure, i still want to be alive. My akidah is still intact i guess. Insya-Allah........Lindungilah hamba mu ini ya allah. Really, what more can i complain? I have everything. Is not like i need a MERCEDES or a BANGLO now. Or maybe my own tv show ke. Hahaha. Whatever..... I mean. I have a job. I have a husband. I have a son. A house to stay and sleep and eat and buy proper clothes so i don't have to be naked on public. Bath every single day. Eventhough sometimes i'm sweating and stinks but still there's a toilet in my house where i ca...

Actually not sun down la... Sebelom aku balik ke rumah......Sebelum waktu opis berakhir.... Just to remind myself about what I like and love most in life ...I was reading a blog from my mate...She was saying about reaching her limits ... I don't know what limit she was talking about, but it reminds me on how i hate my hubby so much at times i feel like life is so being cruel to me...And for crying out loud, i felt really awfull to myself and towards him ...I know, it wasn't 100 percent his fault..But i hate the situation....I hate to forget myself and where i stand..I hate to be forgetting my feelings towards him...I hate it when i was feeling he wasn't right for me..I hate it but still i'm feeling it...And all the feelings is not right at all!!... It was very deceitful..emotionally dangerous, harmful and exaggerated...;p...... To be watching her, when she was saying those word, she was holding her husband's hands...She was like hugging him and smooching him....Mean...

I was to be 'Pegawai Yang Bertugas' on the 5 th of Mei 2008. For the record. I know 2 things for sure how to be a good and well behave in the parliament session : 1. Point of Order or Bend of Order . You have to understand what is the meaning of this so if anyone wants to fight you, you are well verse about this and knows how to bend the person over. In the parliament, if one speaks, the other person can only speak to him, there cannot be the 3 rd person who wants to speak to the 2 nd person who raised up. Unless there is a point of Point of Order or Bend of Order . However, one need to know which POO or BOO he is referring to and stress out what is the matter that makes him stand to these POO or BOO. And I don't know which PEMBANGKANG but he sure makes me jump up when he stands up. Y.B. Speaker, I want to raised POO about the issue when Y.B. yang berbahas mentioned that Presiden PAS agreed on ISA and OSA, it is not true and against the fact, whomever agree with my PO...