3 Years Old Kiddo

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Benda ni berulang. Dah lama aku perasan....

Sejarah berulang.... Tak tau lah, kebetulan.. Atau perasaan.. Tp nyata memang benar2 terjadi semula...

Bermula dgn anak sulungku.. Muhammad Firdaus... Kemudian turun pulak dekat adiknya,,, Muhamad Hafiy..

Most probably 'perangai' tu dari aku, dan En. Shahrun jugak... Kemana tumpahnya kuah kn?

Firdaus sgt protective seawal usianya 2 tahun. Iaitu sewaktu kelahiran adik.. Semua benda tidak kene, kuat nangis. Takmo share mama.. Abah nk kiss mama pun tak boleh. Apatah lagi adik sendiri yang sewaktu itu masih bayi....

Masuk usia 3 tahun...Dia jadi demand sgt. Makin betah bercakap. Ada pilihan hati sendiri.. Baju pun nk pilih yang ikut taste dia. Kalau tak kami shopping baju tanpa anak2. Tapi sebab kan hal ni, kalau shopping baju kene bawa diorg. Kalu tak jgn harap la baju tu nk berpakai. Tak kene ngn citarasa awal2 die rejek. Huhuhuhu...

Dan waktu itu juga, abah dan mama runtun hilang pertimbangan. Ada je tangan or kaki naik. Huhuhuhu. Siyes. Memang mengajar erti mengawal emosi dan kesabaran... Waktu itu, nampak mcm Abah and Mama pilih kasih. Adik sayang. Tapi Firdaus marah2......

Walau sehabis kuat pun kami cuba untuk sama rata. Bila smpai saat kami tak boleh sabar lagi. Kami terpaksa menangkan adik. Dan abang pun mula mencemburui adik.... Silap kami... Namun apalah daya kami... :(...

Lagi 3 bulan lebih, insyaAllah Hafiy pun akan menginjak usia 3 tahun. Selama ini kami pupuk dan manjakan Hafiy.. Dia adik yang lebih lemah berbanding abang, jadi kami menangkan dia. 

Tapi, akhir2 ini, semua ciri2 abang tu, adik ada dh. Smpai acap kali, mama dan abah hilang sabar kt adik. Over protective, demanding, semua nk buat sendiri. Luluh hati mama sayang saat mama tak mampu nk penuhi 'impian' adik......

Tapi mama percaya, adik akan berkembang macam abang. Adik akan tolerate ngn keadaan semasa mcm abang. Adik akan mula loosen up sikit...Takde la stringent sgt.. Huhuhuhu...Mama percaya satu hari nanti semua akan ok......

Mama cube sabar lebih skit lg yer sayang. Huhuhuhu

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Regards,
Siti Fatimah Khairiah M Amin

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