Hari Raya Hari Yang Mulia...

-
Raya kali ini aku banyak belajar dari kesilapan. Aku byk berfikir. Aku byk berasa kesal.
 
Dekat kg hubby aku, kami beraya diperak. Tak peronah peronah. Melawat Kakak kepada pak mertua aku yang sedang uzur. Org tua tu nyanyuk. Dan 2 tahun macam tu. Cuma 2 3 hari sblm raya dia sgt lemah. Berbaring je atas tilam. Duduk dalam bilik berasingan kt luar rumah. Sbb bila duk dlm umah katenye dia sgt agresif siap pernah melompat dr atas rumah. Katenye dia nk balik rumah dia. Yang dia duduk tu bukan rumah dia. Dia hanya menjaga amanah orang. Tak ke mcm fishy je ayat tu? Yelah, kita ni semua pn bkn duduk rumah sebenar kita. Kita menjaga AMANAH ALLAH. kn? Yang lagi aku sedih tu sbb dia baring di situ. Tidur di situ. Kencing dan berak juga di situ. Dan dia taknak pakai pampers. U got what i meant? Hubby aku kata, bkn salah anak2 dia, bia dia mcm tu. Diorg terpaksa. Lgpn dorg bkn berduit.
 
Dan harini aku dpt berita, Kakak pak mertua aku tu sudah dijemput ilahi. Innalillah..... Akhirnya dia pulang jugak ke rumah yang dia nk pergi sgt sejak 2 tahun lepas tu.....
 
Hubby aku ckp, urusan mandi jenazah, talkin dsb diuruskan oleh anak dia sendiri. Betapa besar pahala kita menguruskan orang tua kita sendiri. Dan bukan calang2 orang dpt membesarkan zuriat yang berpengetahuan mcm tu. Aku tros tanya hubby aku. U tau baca talkin? Nanti kita ajar anak2 kita baca talkin yek. Hehehehehe.
 
Ntahlah. Bg aku ini sesuatu yang janggal. Selalunya mcm kt tv tu. Family sendiri nangis nangis dan nangis. Orang lain yg buat sume siap bayar lg. Tak tau la org lain. Mgkin bende ni biasa.
 
But it's something for me.
 
Ok tu je. Selamat berhari raya. Huhuhuhuhu. Al Fatihah...

--
Regards,
Siti Fatimah Khairiah M Amin

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Tahniah abang

-
Congrats for your promotion Xsangka among those chinese u r there to be promoted. Alhamdulillah, race is not a barrier in ur office. For this year, me, firdaus n hafiy didn't asked for anything else. We just hope that our life will be better. To live in a more peaceful life esp on our expenditure insyaAllah.. I know u can do it. I see u up high in the future. I can see u sitting on ur bosses chair. Year by year. I know u will and u can! Thank you for still b there 4 me n the kids. Thank you for still giving us presents for your promotion incentive. Thank you for clearing up the bills. Thank you for the best moment and the best moment is, u r up there while still be looking at us. Reaching 5 years of our marriage Alhamdulillah I can still feel the sparks. And I can still see sparks in your eyes. I don't know how this will last. But I pray to Allah that it will last forever.. Hoping for a better future and stabilize life. Hoping for your best career achievements more n more to co...
Read more

Marwan Khoury - Kel el Asayed

-
Ini bkn dtg dr hati aku. Bkn untuk aku. Sebuah lagu yang takde makna apa2 dalam hidup aku. Takde kene mengene pun dgn aku. Tapi it's a nice song. Lagu arab nih. Aku pn tak tau cmne nk sebut dlm bahasa arab. Tp translation dia cmni: Ah for a heart that is trapped by love Love weakened him and he is painfully hiding it And beacuse of my love, i told her about my secret I told her about the heartache she caused I saw the reflection of my pain in her eyes She said my love for her is forbidden, she was my life, but when she turned away Death would have been more merciful All the poems from your beautyful eyes And from the warmth of your hand, I write them on and said them. That poems are not just a story of my soul, Its written with emotion, specially for you ((2x)) This is a song of a love which last for years, These are tears and my longing for you, These are my days with u, My heart adores you, without love who I am? ((2x)) All the poems from your beautyful eyes And from the war...
Read more