Delivering My 2nd Son..

A Big Brother in Waiting. Masa ni Firdaus blom demam. 2 3 minggu before aku nk bersalin. :D

Ni masa ptg tggu doktor nk check laluan aku dh bukak ke blom. Hubby yg kebosanan.


I'm not sure how to put it. Is this my 2nd expirience or is this my expirience delivering my baby at HUKM. But hubby and i sure does want to deliver our next baby at HUKM. We like the atmosphere, the docs don't scare us and most importantly, both Firdaus and Hafiy got false diagnosed by docs from other hosp. Firdaus was said to be 'Down Sind' and Hafiy's pregnancy was said to be 'Placenta Prev' and both WERE WRONG and Prof Hashim of HUKM corrected it. Alhamdulillah, if not, i'd be on c-sect expirience i suppose.

On Thursday lunch time lastweek, i felt a mild but sure bold contraction while having my course of Joomla Training at the office. And i was peeing a lot since morning. I usually peed 1 or 2 times a day. I'm not like most pregnant mom. But when i'm peeing a lot i felt weird. But when i went to pee that lunch time, i was surprice with blood stains on my panties. So i called hubby and we decided to go to hosp. People was asking me, why in the world shoud i pray since there's blood stain. I wore panty liner of course so after changing to a new one, i am as good as new. I think, if baby still didn't come out, praying is not an option. A muslim should pray right? I am praying right until my last on the room. I didn't get to do Isya's prayer that last moment before going to the labour room as the contraction is very bold and i couldn't tahan to stand on my feet. Seriously?

So we went to check. Doc do VE on me and i'm not dilated! It's different when private doc and goment doc did VE to you. It does hurt when gomen doc do it. But when private doc do it, they will do it delicately. I like it. Ehehehehehe.... So the doc ask us to go home. My contraction keep coming that time. Sometimes, i even bleed. That night was my last night having to sleep with Firdaus. But i never sleep that night. Because the contractions keep waking me up!

The next morning, hubby's decided to bring me back to the hosp. As i bleed even more and the contraction is getting bolder. When the doc did VE again to me, he said my cervix soften but not much opening. Not even a cm! But he said, i would be delivering soon. If not today (Friday), most probably by saturday or sunday. So he said, he can let me go home now, but hubby insisted if i went to ward since he don't know wht to do when i got my contraction coming. So i went to ward.

Bila dh duduk ward. Baring mkn, Baring mkn. Nk tdo mmg tak boleh sbb contraction tu makin kuat. Tp makin lama makin hilang. Masa hubby pegi smyg jumaat aku rasa mcm aku hilang contraction tu. So aku teringat nenek aku dlu nk bersalin round 1 umah smpai bidan datang, pastu baring2 tros kuar baby. Mak aku la cite. So i did that. Jalan2 dr kul 3 smpai kul 4 ptg. Tu pn aku tak tros duduk. Siap smyg asar suma. Seksa masa smyg asar nih. Aku siap nk bongkok2 masa contraction dtg. Sbb kali ni contraction sakit smpai ke bontot2. Mula2 td ilang. Tp aku dh pasrah masa ni. Sbb doktor tak dtg2 lg check. Katanya kul 330ptg. Tp dh dekat kul 5ptg dh pn. Skali dlm 5 lebih doktor dtg. Aku ckp kalu takde opening aku nk balik la, anak aku tak sihat kn. Skali doktor buat VE dh ada opening 2cm. Aku tak bole balik. Sedih.....

Mlm tu hubby ckp smbil tunggu contraction, mgkin sabtu la br aku bersalin kot. So hubby pn bwk firdaus konon2 nk tdo skali kt hosp. Sbb kami dpt bilik single. Aku dh sakit smpai takleh bgn dh plak. Aku baring je. Bgn utk smyg pstu aku baring. Smpai aku nk bgn smyg isyak pn aku tak larat dh. Sbb every 5 minutes mmg dtg sakit tu. Kuat sgt. Bila firdaus smpai aku letak die atas badan aku jela. Tp die dtg2 tros doktor pn dtg tak lama tu nk buat VE lg kt aku. Kali ni aku ase takde opening kot. Aku bajet esok pg la br aku masuk labour room...Sbb aku nk tdo ngn Firdaus lg.. Huhuhu...Lgpn aku tak solat isyak lg...

Skali doktor kate dh 5cm opening dh. Kejap gila. Cpt gila. Pstu aku pn dh disuruh prepare nk gi labour room. Firdaus pn mak aku dh on the way nk amik balik umah. Hubby yg memula kata taknak teman aku kt labour room tros nk teman. Sbb kesian tgk aku sakit. Seriously, aku tak penah ase sakit cmtu. Sbb time firdaus dlu, aku dilated 3cm tros aku kene masuk labour room tros aku amik epi tros bole tdo. Ni aku dh 5cm bukak. Labour room tak leh masuk lg sbb penuh. Aku kene menunggu kt ward. So slagi tak masuk labour room aku takleh di epiduralkan. huhuhu

Memula ase mcm kalu bb nk kuar takyah la amik epi. Lgpn takot mahal kn. Hubby bole claim smpai 3k je. Dh la amik bilik single room. Takot tak ckp lak kn. Sbb kitrog amik yg private wing. Mcm swasta gk aa.

Pstu masuk2 labour room. Midwife buat VE kt aku. Die rodok aku cm rodok apa je. Terjerit2 aku gila2 sbb sakit siap tarik bontot aku tak bg die VE. Tros die ckp. VE not done properly, sense 1cm opening. Lmbt lg ni. Kira die ckp kt team2 midwifey kt dlm tu la. Doktor tak dtg masa ni. Sbb derang kene check smpai aku btol2 nk bersalin br doktor dtg. Pstu aku tros tanya. Bole amik epi tak. Terdesak sgt. Sbb takot sgt sakit. Derang ckp dh call doktor. Dia on the way. Aku dh ase mcm. Cmni ke ase nk mati? Takotnya. Ni bole la aku amik epi. Nk mati nnti? huwaaa. Tp aku still nk amik epi gk. Aku genggam tgn hubby smpai merah2 tgn die sbb sakit sgt. Rasa die menekan2. Mcm org nk tarik rahim ko kuar. Smpai kebontot2. Kekaki2. ke perut2 sakitnya. Uhhhhhhh.......

Lepas tu doktor pakar bius dtg. Explain kat aku psl epidural. Die ckp masa die buat procedure jgn gerak. Nnti kalu gerak apa kesan die suma. Aku dh takot dh. Sbb aku sakit sgt. Takot aku meronta2 je. Sbb epi ni, masa 1st masuk tu die tak berkesan sgt. Kne tgu a few minutes br die akan ase legeee... Tp masa firdaus aku kene epi masa awal2 so tak sakit sgt so takde hal lah nk stay put. Tp sib bek aku tak gerak. Alhamdulillah the procedure went well. Aku dh terbyg kalu aku meronta2 pstu paralised ke apa. Tu la risk epi kn. Sbb aku tau aku jd lg takot. Dlm ati msti dh kene gelak ngn memember yg kata tak elok amik epidural. Padan muka ko. Muahahahahahahahahahah

Lepas amik epi. Mmg relaks. Tapi kt hukm die tak fully epi. Die kasi 90% je. So aku still dpt ase anu aku. Kira contraction kt kaki, perut, tulang blakang tak ase. Tp kt anu aku stil ase kecut2. Doktor tu ckp ade ase sakit tak? Aku ckp ade, ase kecut2. Haa tu la yg kite nk dgr tu. It means this procedure went well.... Wah positip2. So lepas tu aku soh hubby tdo. Aku pn tdo. Masa tu dlm kul 12 kot.

Lepas tu tetibe aku ase mcm nk berak. Ish. nk teberanak ke nih. Ase die kuat skit dr masa time Firdaus dlu. Pstu heartbeat baby ilang2. Pstu ase mcm ade bende nk terkeluar. Pstu pggl nurse. Nurse br je check aku 10minutes ago. Tp aku tgh tdo. Pstu die masuk buat VE. Die ckp dh takleh ase serviks. Maknanya bb dh kt bwh. Tros gelabah call doktor. Pstu soh aku kemut2. Tggu doktor dorg ckp. Sambil tu dorg monitor heartbeat bb. Alhamdulillah. Tak mcm abg firdaus dlu. Lucky aku bole ase sakit. Sbb heartbeat still maintain atas 100. Pstu doktor smpai dorg pn soh aku push. Aku ase mcm miracle sbb aku bleh rasa bb nk kuar dr anu aku. Nurse ckp terrel btol pakar bius ni. Epi yg tak fully epi. Cemana tu Bakal doktor Sue? hehehehe

Siap aku bleh ase pedih2 kepala bb nk kuar dr anu aku tuh. Tp aku notice doktor takde amik inisiatif pn nk potong aku kasi bb cpt kuar. Dlm 3 4 kali push. Aku ase kepala bb dh fully kuar. Masa tu lege. Pstu aku dpt ase Hafiy gerak2 bahu dia, lepas tu tros dushhhhh. DIA KUAR SENDIRI!!!......

So pengalaman kali ni. Aku takde stich byk, and tak fully epi. Aku ase sakit jgk. Sakit yg akan aku igt smpai mati. huhuhu...

Satu lg miracle, doktor kesan ada substance dlm rahim aku. Luar dr kantong bb. Besar jgk. Dlm 4jari cmtu. Doktor kata ada kemungkinan it's second bb yg tak jd masa early pregnancy. Kira kemungkinan aku dpt KEMBAR.. muahahaha. bangga skejap. Apa kene mengene nk bangga aku pn tak tau la. Hehehehe. Kira tu la jwpn kepada aku bleeding2 sblm2 ni. Takde kene mengene ngn bb Hafiy. Nasib baik tak toxicated kt bb. Lepas tu sb tu before ni doktor scan bb besar. Last2 kuar takdela besar sgt. Sbb doktor termeasure subtance tu skali.

Dh aku kene seluk lak. Tu aku ase bisa2 skit kt rahim aku skg. Mcm ada mild contraction. Dlu time firdaus takde. Sbbnya aku kene seluk2 nk kuar kn subtance tu. Sbbnya subtance tu pecah disebabkan contraction. So doktor bg aku mkn antibiotik. Sbb takot ade infection. Antibiotik tu plak kasi selseme aku ilang. kasi luka aku cpt baik. Br 3 hari. Dlu Firdaus sminggu jgk la br aku brani pegang anu aku. Ni aku pegang dh takde ase pedih dh. Alhamdulillah. Harap2 takdela infection......... Cuma perut still buncit... Huwaaa.. cmne nk kurus ni...

Aku tgh cuba tulis cpt2. Sbb takot hafiy bgn. Hehehe.

KEPADA KWN2 yg aku tak smpt SMS. Sgt2 sori ek. Ase mcm aku dh sms sume org dh. Masa aku tgh mamai2 dlm labour room tu aku sms. Sbb bila balik bilik aku tros tdo. Tak tau napa penat sgt. Ps bgn tros occupied dgn Firdaus suma lg.

Firdaus still mcm tak brape sihat. Tp Alhamdulillah dh ada progress. Dh bole lawak2 ngn abah. Cuma kadang2 nk tolak bb dia yg nk dok atas riba tu bese la......

So kira secara rasminya. Aku dh bercuti slama 2 bulan. Tgk la dlm sminggu dua. Aku nk menuntut balik Joomla yg kelas aku tertinggal aritu. huhuhuhuhu. Ceh poyo je. Tgk la cemana. Hehehehehe.....

Aku harap aku cpt sihat. Sbb aku dok sendiri je. Tak dok ngn mak aku. Tp mak aku dtg jgk la skejap2 tgk aku. Aku ase selesa cmni. Aku dh ase dlu dok umah mak aku cmne. Aku jd lain, mak aku pn jd lain. So better cmni.... :D

Ok lah. Aku nk gi minum air masak. Huwaaaa tak saba nk minum ais. Hehehehehehehe.....

Presenting: Muhd Hafiy Shahrun Hisam...

A peacefull sleeper...

I just delivered him. :D

Ok la tu je. Layannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.... ehehehe