Life Cycle of Me

Hehehe. alahai anak mama ni dh asek bangun malam2 je nk nyusu.. Tapi asenye bkn sebab dia lapar tapi sebab dia dahaga, sebab mama pun agak dahaga jugak 2 3 menjak ni. Tapi problem anak mama ni die taknak minum air masak. Menyesalnya aku tak ajar die minum air masak masa dalam pantang dlu.... Kalu tak senang kalu die dahaga ke kan. Sebab die taknak jgk minum susu banyak2 sebab nanti muak. Ala kalu kite pn dahaga kite nk air bkn nk makanan kan. Kalu susu ibu plak lambat so die tengah nyusu pn die nangis gk. Nak buat cemana kan. Aduhai....ehehehe I can still be happy sebab at least he got few progress la. 1. He can now sit on his own. Tak perlu lagi org duduk kat blakang. Cuma kalu die terlupa he just got to sit, die akan tergelincir tapi masa nk tergelincir tu nampak la he was trying to prevent himself. 2. He was very very the excited when crawling by lifting his butt. Haha. Dia pun macam kagum dia dh boleh merangkak. Laju plak tuh. Hehehe. 3. He was following with muzik beats, i mean h...

Aku tak tau la kalu apa yang aku baca kat paper hari ni betul ke tak. Aku dh try search pn semua state perkara yang sama. She is now selling he body to pay for her rent. Ya Allah ya tuhanku. Tapi aku tak tau apa yang sebenarnya terjadi kat budak tu. Macam dah hilang pedoman, macam dah takde waras akal fikiran, adakah itu jalan terakhirnya? Mungkin tu yang die nampak. Aku harap moga2 Allah tunjukkan lah jalan padanya untuk selesaikan isu dia dengan cara lain. Balik mesia ke. Sambung study sini. Dia muda lagi pada aku 23....Masih ada masa lagi...... Kesian2 aku kesian kt die bkn sebab die Sufiah Yusuf yang genius dlu tu. Ala stakat masuk paper sehari kata mengharumkan nama negara pastu org dh terus lupa pn until la one reporter from London ni buat liputan mengenai die dh jadi hooker tu. Baru la nk kecoh balik. Kalu tak takde org taknya pn. Budak yang 10 years ago genius tu tak grad2 lagi ke. Aku sendiri pn lupa dh. Bila aku search and tgk muka dia br la aku tau. O budak ni. Tp sbenanye t...

Semalam aku gi la exam ni. Konon2 macam taknak pegi dah nak pegi sekali jela. Tapi aku tak berharap la aku lulus kalini. Walaubagaimanapun still aku kalu bole lulus la...Nk pegi lagi sakit woo jauh tuu...huhuhu... Dr14 soalan aku kene jawab 10 tapi aku smpt buat 8 je. Tu pn 1 confirm aku salah jawab dh. Huhuhu. Yang lain ntah apa kejadian tak tau. Huhuhu,,,,, -- Regards, Siti Fatimah Khairiah M Amin

Something really sweet happened lastnight...ehehehe.....the fact that hubby is having big head ache scares me and worries me...but still....early this morning.....or lastnight...while i was still sleeping...something really sweet happened...... i was aware that Firdaus woke up from his sleep....because his mouth started to babbering and enchanting things nobody would understand...i was too sleepy to wake up...so i just lie down...waiting for him to cry...ehehehe......but he didn't....quite for long....and i think..just let him be..he will cry very soon....then something really sweet came up his mind i guess...he jump on me and pat me a KISS!!! wow.......i dont know if i was dreaming...no i'm not...i fastly became awake and replied his kiss and give him my milk....so sweet.... memang jarang sgt nk dpt Firdaus bangun tak nangis..ekkekeke....so dh la tu mcm best..die tak nangis...then die give mama a kiss plak...ok2..dh mentioned bende ni 1000 times dh.........but really..he's...

Before delivering Muhammad Firdaus bin Shahrun Hisam.. Hehehhe.. klaka lak baca balik...I was just 4 days away from delivering him to the world masa post ni......Lepas tu ada sessi gado2 ngn husband...and tak habis gaduh lagi tros nk terberanak...Kakakakaka........and the baby is not even 3kilo pn...aku je lebih2 emo time tu..ekekekek..klaka klaka...... http://ctkusut.blogspot.com/2007_07_01_archive.html -- Regards, Siti Fatimah Khairiah M Amin

Sometimes man doesn't even realise how big their burdens are. All they know that when life are easy and peaceful..Where they can sleep and lie down resting from their work...Then, it's ok...It is all they need.... Sometimes, i wonder, how can they sleep knowing there is something they not yet do? How can they forgive themselves from stop being responsive. How can they let woman do it, things that they should have do? Look at UNI nowadays. Woman control the population. Is that ok for you man?? Yeah it's ok, knowing that girls are dumb... Knowing nothing than books... Can't hold pens/keyboard as good as they are holding their sewing machine or while cooking the dishes....But man are 'Inteligently brilliant' or so they are calling. They manage to think more than what is 'Out of the box'...... I cant just believe the world i am living today... Keep trying to be calm...Ache at the back of my head i can't bare anymore... I can't do all... I may force m...

Malam tadi bukak tv je tengok brite..Ahh bosan lah mesti nk cerita pasal BN lagi lani.... TIba2 pemberita tu pn cakap.. "Berita kehilangan Sharlinie masih belum terjawab dan menghantui rakyat malaysia. Tetapi hari ini kita dikejutkan lagi dengan berita kehilangan seorang budak lelaki berusia 10 tahun. Walaubagaimanapun, kejutan itu telah pun berakhir setelah 6 jam menimbulkan keresahan dihati semua pihak. Budak lelaki itu telah ditemui dan dalam keadaan kebingungan ketika disoal mengenai kehilangannya. Sebagai penutup disiarkan video mengenai penemuan budak lelaki itu...." dup dap dup dap hati aku dengar story cmtu......tp bole kontrol lagik..nak2 time tu tengah peluk Firdaus yang tak mau mama bangun walau sekejap pun tu...... "Along pegi mana? haa? pergi mana.." Soal seorang ayah dengan linangan air mata kegembiraan. Si anak hanya terpinga-pinga tak tau nk ckp apa.. Muka blur gila. Tak semena2 air mata ku pun meleleh jugak... Sedih..tersentuh aku... Anak sendiri ka...

Today i'm going to talk about kenangan silam....lately everything coming towards me....i think this is mainly because kak chik bukak story dia hari tu...ehehehe...tapi bagus jgk...i stop looking at my life too much now....maksudnya aku hadapi je la apa pun. klau tak tu..when looking to much on current situation..byk aje tak kene...ha mcm lebih normal plak cmni.... contoh nya...klau dlu balik kerja..suma benda aku nk buat...and aku ase minda aku telalu occupied dengan pekerjaan apa nk kene buat..what to do next and next and next......aduhhh tensii sgt.......but now...aku more mcm...hmmm dlu apa aku buat time2 cmni...ooo ye....dlu aku satu bilik dgn ida....slalu gi bilik kak chik..or jmpa dengan hannan...or duk umah sewa.......waiting for friends to come over...or lepak dekat lab semalaman buat assignment.....or having a night dekat lab while somebody i do not know who was singing along me...or going to genting last minute decision and sleep there for the first time next to my boyfri...