Life Cycle of Me

Something to think about? hehe.... It 641pm. And i'm still in the office. It has been almost 1 month. And i still feeling weird. I'm changing to a different person. And i think i'm seeing my new self. Hehe. But still, nobody is as perfect. I think i'm changing to be my old self back. Hmm.. Only one step ahead, but i'm now turning back already. Hehe. For instance, i have start writing to this blog again. Which i will do when i have free times. Hehe. And i have a feeling to install YM back. Oh god, i hope he fobids me from doing that. amin Ya Allah. hehe. What i gain this few years? What i lost this 1 month? In a month time u can loose a friend. In a month time, u can force ur bf to think about the future. Muahaha. In a month time, u can be nuts. In a month time, if u dont use it properly, u will be loosing all the time u had in life. Believe me, i've been there. To the point where i felt nothing worthless about me. To the time where i felt slow. To the time where...

Herm. aku tulis post ni bkn nk kutuk sesape...tp this is reality...i see it happens everyday...re-ocurring.....and mmg kadang2 aku bosan dgn bende tu.. lately..aku rasa sendiri bende tu...cume bezanya..aku blom ada sesapa lg yg kongkong hidup aku as in A HUSBAND!...Tp aku harap aku dpt menanganinya dgn bijak..begitu jugak dgn HUSBAND aku nnti...hehehe.. erm...usually....bende ni worst dekat lelaki yg MAK die housewife...aku taktau la...not all kot..depends on the husband jugak....tp bende ni mcm 2 3 kwn2 aku jugak la yg alami.. Dorg ni aku tak tau la..pendek akal ke...ape ke.....tp memang la aku geram.... Dorg expect the wife tu BIONIC WOMAN ke?? We all penat bekerja tau tak..same like you guys....We do the same now....Carik duit utk keluarga..Apalah salahnya berikan kami sedikit kelonggaran....Dont presure us....Can u? Sbb bila u pressure that woman...we woman go out...meet people....they tell us many2 stories...they listen...we listen...and we change out our thoughts....a lot......so...