Raja Sehari, Tapi Tak Macam Raja

New year eve celebration................not celebrating....went out for work....the whole day spending being blurry...............not enough sleep.......but sure received extra payment.......but not much la...but it's ok....at least i could use that money for survival until my next salary....Haiyooohhh.......still early already start thinking about next salary ahh????.....Normal what.........

Ok back to my previouse topic......Hermmm.........i'm thinking of being the simplest bride of all the fame the other brides were or are or will planning........But..............I dont want people to say......Aiyaa.........you are in your Raja Sehari Day, but still your are not being one lahh...........Look at that girl....her outfit looks better than you....What aa you? Joking aa? Is it really your wedding? muahahahaha....no la..of course nobody will be so out spokenly brave to say all this things la....But still, i dont want that to happen, but still, i want just a simple wedding....

Why ah? you want only simple2 wedding one?....Hermmm......the answer is because i dont want to get married when my age was nearly my mother's age right now! get what i mean? Just look at my previouse post, how the 'Belanja' looks like? ha ha ha...and compare it to my salary and my husband-to-be-i-hope-so salary....walllahhweiii.......Unlogical isnt it? Of course i'm not going to reveal my salary lah...........Muahahahaha.....

Ok another question..Why ah...I talk about wedding so frequently....And almost everytime........becauseee.......if i dont talk...then everybody thinks.....i'm dont want to marry....or dont have anyone to marry.........it is like that.....so i'm like in a rumble in the bronx....muahahahahaaha.......but what to do.......everybody thinks i'm nut.......talking all the time.....we sick of you sitiii....yes we are.........so what....you guys never pay attention to me what so ever......i never ask for your money.....i mean nothing to you as you mean nothing to me........except to all those people yang really care for me of course(no heart feeling ah guys.....you guys are the best).....but all those people yang think i'm nuts je....Bia la...my otak...my thinking.....tak kire la i'm gatal ke tak....i'm going to letak hantaran ke tak......actually....i'm really....really the tired...to hear all those things...yang konon nya...i ni gatal sgt nk kawin....yang konon nya i lambat kawin becoz the hantaran the very the very the expensive......it could be expensive...but no figure had been put yet........so no talks is obtainable for the moment........

kawin...or not kawin....it's god's duties....i know....but as human.....muslim for the sake of islam...........we have to do something.........faith is just an excuse for sitting down...looking.......and sighing.........you dont deserve anything....if you dont try to even work for what you want.......i'm working for it.....but i am just so mad...so being nuts....to anyone who talks bad behind me....i hate you....i never gonna like you...thank you for hating me too.........:P

p/s : i dont know why this article turn out to be bad, i was feeling so good before writting this.......