Sway....I Swear!
Ala...Keyboard ni sensitif sgt la...br tertekan dh die publish tak smpt nk taip ape2...sib baik bole edit...org pn pening tgk tajuk tu...hehehe....
Bese la jumaat...Swingging mood...ecece.....7 days to go man.....I'm still rocking.....ehehehe...pg td aku mimpi ape ntah...tp aku ase mcm there is a man beside me........pstu aku mcm seriau je la...ekekeke..tp blom ade any man yet beside me laa...aku mimpi je......hehehehe...
Ok2..stop talking about me...other this is more matters la...hehehe
Erm...ada kwn aku ni mula2 aku baca die cite pasal protong....ok la...aku pn benci gk kualiti kete mesia nih....tp dlm masa yg sama..no choice man...heheheheeh
pstu die cite pasal hal dunia...tp ampes taknak elaborate.........
Tp dunia mmg tgh sakit sgt skang...aku akui la..sbb tu aku malas tgk brite...mcm cite bersiri yg tak berkesudahan...balik2 org mintak derma....derma tu bkn nye kemana pn..ke poket sendiri gk........ampes je.........mmg le aku tak tau sume ni aku men tuduh je....tp ntah la.....aku tetap tak percaya..kadang2 kesian gk tgk org2 buta nyanyi tepi2 jalan tu......tp ntah la.....aku susah sgt nk kuarkn walau rm1 dr purse aku yg dh makin kembung ngn kad2 tuh...hehehe...duit..balik2 duit.....ish ish ish....
Ade skali aku tepiki pasal duit dgn lebih mendalam...memandangkan aku mmg particular bangat pasal duit2 ni..Kenapa...perlu ada org yg meminta...org miskin...org tak tak berupaya??? Kalu org cacat tak berupaya tu aku bole trime....tp aku takleh trime..tgk kt tv mcm cukup je tulang 4 kerat...mcm ayah aku gk...mcm mak aku gk....mgkin la..mak ayah aku ade pelajaran...tp ade je kwn2 aku...yg mak ayah dorg keje driver la....tea lady la...bole je mak ayah dorg bg duit kat anak2.........bole je anak2 abihkan duit mak bapak bli brg2 branded2.....kalah mak ayah aku sndiri...mak aku aku wa ckp lu la.....mmg kelekut la ngn anak2..tp wa respek sama they all la...sbb kan kelekut tu..aku jd mcm aku yg skang...aku lebih menghargai duit hasil titik peluh aku...............kire point aku kt sini bkn nk kutuk sesape...kire rezeki allah tu sapa tau kan...napa la dorg ni taknak berusaha..tau2 kuar bersamamu je......
aku tau la mmg btol ade yg susah....yg anak sakit kene anta spital.......ha tu kompom susah...tp still aku tak derma gk la....sbb aku ase tv3 amik untung gk..klau btol2 aku nk tolong aku gi sendiri je bg dorg duit abis cite..hilang was2......pstu aku nk muntah tgk yg mak die ok je ckp sume..tp anak ramai la kn...tp bole je la sbenanye ramai je ibu tunggal kat dunia ni....ok je..tak masuk bersamamu pn..klau aku tolong they all..abih tu tak adil la utk ibu2 tunggal lain??? ....
kite sume mende ni luar kwl kite..bg aku ....mak aku..ayah aku..kelekut ada sebab......kite sume keje...igt duit tu dtg senang2 ke??? mmg la rezeki allah kasi.....tp kire kene kuar keje gk.......kite keje...kais bulan mkn bulan....klau bulan tu tak keje takdela masyukk..........
nape aku ase org2 ni tak deserve? nape org skang duit duit duit? sbb....kite keje penat....balik dh mlm..bdn sakit2...dorg tu...ptg dh balik...dh lepak2 ngn anak2...tau2 masuk bersamamu...if you dont work..how come you deserve anything??? kire mmg la tgk keadaan susah daif sume...tp org lain tak susah? balik keje nk kene kemas umah gk..basuh bj gk...sminggu tak basuh baju selori gk bj kotor....pinggan mkn kene basuh gk kn.....same je......ntah la..tak tau nk kate...tp yg pasti...sume org buat sesuatu utk diri sendiri n family...how come anyone gets any excemption situation? No way man.....takde sape nk bg duit free kat sesape melainkan atas belas kasihan.....how long can you live with belas kasihan???
What makes me thingking is this....Every month, mak aku mcm peminta sedekah kt ayah aku...she got like rm500 in her bank account each month.....Penchant la kn....So this ammount..she got to spend all for my 2 youngest brothers school, sekolah agama, tadika.....Really she spent all of that as a fixed ammount everymonth...my brothers takdela pegi sekolah private weih...igt sekolah agama skang murah ke? bkn mcm dolu2 beb....Ok la..So she got money for that...the thing is..she's been hopping to sent Me, my 2nd brother, my 3rd brother and my sister to sekolah agama....but she couldnt make it because she is working......so now...like it or not.....affordable or not...she still want to make it........so.....she spent all of it once she received the money from the government.....and everymonth i gave her rm200 fixed.....i never gave to my father..since he is still working and he is so damn kedekut tu my mother.....so this money..she spent on things, where by my brothers when they went to kedai runcit...esp giant...or Mcdonald...kfc...she will spent all in one day man..i tell you...isnt that boros? No for me not..because that is how she is last time when i was a little girl...maybe she didnt give me money...but when it come to food...she never hesitate to give......that's why i grew up so tall now.......not to mention big tummy...hehehe..but that is different story...so wht does leave her by the end of the day? no money la of course!.......she never got to buy her things yet....she never got to enjoy with friends....she spent all of it! So should i say to my mother, maybe you should register yourself to bersamamu..since your are almost 50 years old with no job....can or not?? Of course you all say...her situation is not as worst as all the woman in bersamamu...but try to think of this...think of when your mom dont have job.......staying home.....never god paid.....is it the same....and you will think those bersamamu is a crappy story...unless it is about some guy or woman paying a lot for their children medical treatments.........though...kalu you tgk medic tv pulak....you think all those people having surgery tu kaya ke? look at their cloths man.....they are wearing cloths almost the same quality as the people in bersamamu......Crappy la this people....
Mgkin aku ckp senang la..aku tak alami sendiri kan...Lagipun aku kerja....tiap2 bulan masuk gj....But can i like...i'm in the safe side?? No man...no....my job is contract basis....It will be over in Febuary next year..so should i sign up for Bersamamu after that? The ?answer will be yes...if i stay here writting more stuff than doing my work...right?...hehehee...
Ntah la......We cant change people mind..can la..tp bkn senang....same goes with me and you...maybe you dont agree with me....but can you make me agree with you? Maybe i would say yes i agree...but you never know what is really going on in my head......
Ok la...I got to run...my bos is reaching the office......Da...
p/s: What ever you read is straightly from my mind...........doesnt require you to agree on it or not k....so bye....
Bese la jumaat...Swingging mood...ecece.....7 days to go man.....I'm still rocking.....ehehehe...pg td aku mimpi ape ntah...tp aku ase mcm there is a man beside me........pstu aku mcm seriau je la...ekekeke..tp blom ade any man yet beside me laa...aku mimpi je......hehehehe...
Ok2..stop talking about me...other this is more matters la...hehehe
Erm...ada kwn aku ni mula2 aku baca die cite pasal protong....ok la...aku pn benci gk kualiti kete mesia nih....tp dlm masa yg sama..no choice man...heheheheeh
pstu die cite pasal hal dunia...tp ampes taknak elaborate.........
Tp dunia mmg tgh sakit sgt skang...aku akui la..sbb tu aku malas tgk brite...mcm cite bersiri yg tak berkesudahan...balik2 org mintak derma....derma tu bkn nye kemana pn..ke poket sendiri gk........ampes je.........mmg le aku tak tau sume ni aku men tuduh je....tp ntah la.....aku tetap tak percaya..kadang2 kesian gk tgk org2 buta nyanyi tepi2 jalan tu......tp ntah la.....aku susah sgt nk kuarkn walau rm1 dr purse aku yg dh makin kembung ngn kad2 tuh...hehehe...duit..balik2 duit.....ish ish ish....
Ade skali aku tepiki pasal duit dgn lebih mendalam...memandangkan aku mmg particular bangat pasal duit2 ni..Kenapa...perlu ada org yg meminta...org miskin...org tak tak berupaya??? Kalu org cacat tak berupaya tu aku bole trime....tp aku takleh trime..tgk kt tv mcm cukup je tulang 4 kerat...mcm ayah aku gk...mcm mak aku gk....mgkin la..mak ayah aku ade pelajaran...tp ade je kwn2 aku...yg mak ayah dorg keje driver la....tea lady la...bole je mak ayah dorg bg duit kat anak2.........bole je anak2 abihkan duit mak bapak bli brg2 branded2.....kalah mak ayah aku sndiri...mak aku aku wa ckp lu la.....mmg kelekut la ngn anak2..tp wa respek sama they all la...sbb kan kelekut tu..aku jd mcm aku yg skang...aku lebih menghargai duit hasil titik peluh aku...............kire point aku kt sini bkn nk kutuk sesape...kire rezeki allah tu sapa tau kan...napa la dorg ni taknak berusaha..tau2 kuar bersamamu je......
aku tau la mmg btol ade yg susah....yg anak sakit kene anta spital.......ha tu kompom susah...tp still aku tak derma gk la....sbb aku ase tv3 amik untung gk..klau btol2 aku nk tolong aku gi sendiri je bg dorg duit abis cite..hilang was2......pstu aku nk muntah tgk yg mak die ok je ckp sume..tp anak ramai la kn...tp bole je la sbenanye ramai je ibu tunggal kat dunia ni....ok je..tak masuk bersamamu pn..klau aku tolong they all..abih tu tak adil la utk ibu2 tunggal lain??? ....
kite sume mende ni luar kwl kite..bg aku ....mak aku..ayah aku..kelekut ada sebab......kite sume keje...igt duit tu dtg senang2 ke??? mmg la rezeki allah kasi.....tp kire kene kuar keje gk.......kite keje...kais bulan mkn bulan....klau bulan tu tak keje takdela masyukk..........
nape aku ase org2 ni tak deserve? nape org skang duit duit duit? sbb....kite keje penat....balik dh mlm..bdn sakit2...dorg tu...ptg dh balik...dh lepak2 ngn anak2...tau2 masuk bersamamu...if you dont work..how come you deserve anything??? kire mmg la tgk keadaan susah daif sume...tp org lain tak susah? balik keje nk kene kemas umah gk..basuh bj gk...sminggu tak basuh baju selori gk bj kotor....pinggan mkn kene basuh gk kn.....same je......ntah la..tak tau nk kate...tp yg pasti...sume org buat sesuatu utk diri sendiri n family...how come anyone gets any excemption situation? No way man.....takde sape nk bg duit free kat sesape melainkan atas belas kasihan.....how long can you live with belas kasihan???
What makes me thingking is this....Every month, mak aku mcm peminta sedekah kt ayah aku...she got like rm500 in her bank account each month.....Penchant la kn....So this ammount..she got to spend all for my 2 youngest brothers school, sekolah agama, tadika.....Really she spent all of that as a fixed ammount everymonth...my brothers takdela pegi sekolah private weih...igt sekolah agama skang murah ke? bkn mcm dolu2 beb....Ok la..So she got money for that...the thing is..she's been hopping to sent Me, my 2nd brother, my 3rd brother and my sister to sekolah agama....but she couldnt make it because she is working......so now...like it or not.....affordable or not...she still want to make it........so.....she spent all of it once she received the money from the government.....and everymonth i gave her rm200 fixed.....i never gave to my father..since he is still working and he is so damn kedekut tu my mother.....so this money..she spent on things, where by my brothers when they went to kedai runcit...esp giant...or Mcdonald...kfc...she will spent all in one day man..i tell you...isnt that boros? No for me not..because that is how she is last time when i was a little girl...maybe she didnt give me money...but when it come to food...she never hesitate to give......that's why i grew up so tall now.......not to mention big tummy...hehehe..but that is different story...so wht does leave her by the end of the day? no money la of course!.......she never got to buy her things yet....she never got to enjoy with friends....she spent all of it! So should i say to my mother, maybe you should register yourself to bersamamu..since your are almost 50 years old with no job....can or not?? Of course you all say...her situation is not as worst as all the woman in bersamamu...but try to think of this...think of when your mom dont have job.......staying home.....never god paid.....is it the same....and you will think those bersamamu is a crappy story...unless it is about some guy or woman paying a lot for their children medical treatments.........though...kalu you tgk medic tv pulak....you think all those people having surgery tu kaya ke? look at their cloths man.....they are wearing cloths almost the same quality as the people in bersamamu......Crappy la this people....
Mgkin aku ckp senang la..aku tak alami sendiri kan...Lagipun aku kerja....tiap2 bulan masuk gj....But can i like...i'm in the safe side?? No man...no....my job is contract basis....It will be over in Febuary next year..so should i sign up for Bersamamu after that? The ?answer will be yes...if i stay here writting more stuff than doing my work...right?...hehehee...
Ntah la......We cant change people mind..can la..tp bkn senang....same goes with me and you...maybe you dont agree with me....but can you make me agree with you? Maybe i would say yes i agree...but you never know what is really going on in my head......
Ok la...I got to run...my bos is reaching the office......Da...
p/s: What ever you read is straightly from my mind...........doesnt require you to agree on it or not k....so bye....
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tp aku bkn nye cite pasal duit, org mintak derma kt blog aku tuh.. pasal more on political and economy issue yg malaysia facing rite now, but mist of us doesnt seem to know about it.
pasal kes 12 ngo mintak pinda artikel 121 (a) tuh, pasal org melayu yg suke berhibur tanpa sedar dierang sume tgh 'menderma' duit kt bangsa lain, pasal hak istimewa org melayu, pasal org india bawak masuk penjenayah dari india ke malysia untuk lwn melayu, psl DAP persoal hak ISLAM agama rasmi, pasal economy, pasal jumlah org melayu yg rendah dari org bkn melayu kt mesia nih, pasal kes kg medan, pasal kes kt UPM tuh, psl mahathir lawan pak lah, dan banyak lagi...
ko tak seram ke?
mende ni leh gugat kan kite sume...
dah la kite baru nak mulakan idup..
nnt org kata ekonomi gawat...
dah la ko pon baru nak kawen..
ekonomi gawat plak nnt...
politik po mmg tgh 'gawat' gak...
bahaya sey!!!!!!!
ei ko kawin la..dpt anak ramai2....lawan sket org2 bkn melayu ni......ehehehe...aku tau ko msti ckp...ckp senang la...
aku yg paling takot skali pasal lina joy tu kn....dorg kate..kalu die ubah article tu kn...nnti anak2 kite pn...katela kite soh dorg smyg...dorg taknak...so dorg bole naik court ckp diorg taknak smyg...dorg taknak ngaku islam ke...ish ish ish...aku takot jugak...tp nk buat cemana???
aku ni mak aku ayah aku pukul tu soh smyg........pn jahat gk....slumber badak aku gk....kalu anak2 aku nnti...takleh nk diajar smyg....ape nk jadi????
huhuhuhuh...jd cm indon la kite nnti kalu sume2 yg dorg tu plan menjadik...sbb tu aku benci umno...aku benci mahathir.....
kalo zaman mahathir dulu, mana berani org nak mintak bukan2 especially bab melayu ngn islam.. mau kene cantas ngn mahathir tuh...
1. Mahadhir sbenanye tak brape islamic. Tgk la anak2 die. Tak kesah la tu. Pstu die sendiri pn, kadang2 je show up utk smyg jumaat. Sultan pn smyag tak kesah rapatkan saf..tp die...mana de....aku penah tgk sbb tu aku ckp...
2. Die penah ckp, die tak bese mkn tmpt2 murah, murah tu standard yg rm40 selauk...so maknenye die mkn lg mahal la....membuktikan yg aku baca, mahadhir ni byk duit..hasil dr??? paham2 sendiri. Gaji PM mmg byk, tp tak sekaya yg die ada skang...
3. Die penah mempersoalkan org pakai tudung, die penah mempersoalkan, org smyg....pada die smyg n pakai tudung bkn faktor utama akhlak atau akidah seseorg....mmg la ade je org smyg ngn org pakai tudung tu munafiqun....tp itu org munafiqun....smyg adalah tiang agama dan menjaga akidah seseorg mukminin...smyg adalah wajib...kalau org tu smyg tp die jht biaq pi la tu die ngn tuhan...tp kite takleh ckp org tu tak semestinya baik...sbb bg aku tu adalah fitnah......bkn la sentiasa bersangka baik.......bkn la nk kata sume org smyg pakai tudung baik...tp die sebagai pemimpin bg aku die kene pandai and tau mana yg baik and mana yg tak...and die sepatutnya tuka statement...sepatutnya die kata...jgn la pakai tudung kalu nk buat jahat......tudung tu adalah perwatakan warak yg buat jahat membuatkan kafirun menilai pada segi sebalik nya.....bkn tros kondem..org pakai tudung hipokrit..semayang tak menjanjikan syurga...astargfirullah.........dlm islam...bkn 2 tu je tujuan kite...ko sbg islam apa tujuan hidup ko?? Tp jgn la akidah tu dianggap sesuatu yg hipokrit..sesuatu yg munafiq...smyg bkn munafiq...tetapi munafiqun itu sendiri yg smyg......nauzubillah...
ade byk lg la...mls aku nk ckp...opis hour pn dh start....wallahualam...
yg baik dtg dr Allah s.w.t dan yg kurang baik dtg dr diri aku sendiri...Semoga Allah tunjukkan kite jln yang benar...amin...
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