Life Cycle of Me

Cak? heheheh.. Perjalanan Ramadhan setakat ini, Alhamdulillah, lancar. Tidaklah sempurna tetapi lancar. Tak perlu sempurna andai yang sederhana itu telah memadai. Ewah. Hehehe. Dua hari sebelum Ramadhan, kami ambil keputusan untuk bercuti sekejap di Lumut, Perak. Kami bercadang bawa umi dan ayah aku sekali. Suami baru je selesai satu task yang agak memeningkan kepala dia. Well, kepeningan tu tak habis lagi, tapi nampak macam he needed a short break so much. So off we went. It was a nice hotel. Quite remote from the main land - not an island though. As usual, the main essentials for the kids - a pool. We made a quick stop to meet his mother at Hospital Teluk Intan. She is hospitalized for an imbalanced diabetic readings. She is loosing her appetite and somehow still not eating well. Up until now, it has been 5days in the hospital and days before with eating disorder. We still don't know the real diagnosis, still waiting and things not progressing very well. Well, but we're still...

Makin lama aku tengok cerita-cerita Korea ni, baik Filem atau Kisah Bersiri, makin mengingatkan aku minat aku menulis. Aku memang dari dulu suka menulis, tapi tak serius. I'd write off my minds. Tak kisah apa aku fikir, aku tulis je. Panjang lebar. With lots of rojak, like right now, short forms and many other handicaps. Banyak kekurangan. Which is too far from being a good writer, which someone will appreciate my writings. Memang jauh la kan nak ke situ. Tapi makin lama aku tengok cerita-cerita Korea ni. Makin macam rasa, sedap nya kalau aku dapat menulis sesuatu yang beneficial. Sesuatu yang will be appreciated. Bukan apa, ada perbezaan dari sudut genre cerita-cerita garapan Korea dan Melayu. Aku cakap melayu sebab aku jarang tertengok garapan indian or chinese di Malaysia. By the way, garapan Korea lebih specifik, fokus dan teknikal. Ada cinta, ada romantik dan ada lucu, tapi ada juga fakta-fakta teknikal. Contoh kalau kisah pilot. Bukan sekadar pergi balik airport, pakai ...

Mama cuti sejak 1 Mac 2019 haritu sebab Aisha kena Chicken Pox. Smpailah semalam 7 Mac 2019. So today, 8 Mac 2019, Aisha lepak dengan abah. 1. Hantar mama pi kerja dan breakfast dengan mama 2. Kemas rumah, spring cleaning dan cuci kereta 3. Pi ikut abah Solat Jumaat 4. Cuci gigi 5. Potong Rambut

Kita tu kadang, tak berterima kasih dengan Allah. Kita terlalu nak tunjuk, kita ni hebat itu, hebat ini, beruntung itu, beruntung ini. Tapi dalam masa yang sama, susah itu, susah ini. Jadi orang lain kena tolong, kena beri peluang. Selfish! Padahal dalam hidup ini sangat adil. Ada orang lebih kat situ, tapi adalah tempat lain Allah kurangkan. Bila kita nampak orang tu tak ada, kita ada. Mulalah kita kecam, kata orang tu tak buat macam kita buat. Aku okay lagi, kalau sesetengah orang tu suka nak menunjuk-nunjuk kelebihan dia. Okay je, dah itu rezeki dia. Alhamdulillah, aku tumpang bersyukur. Tapi aku tak boleh nak okay, bila mana dia mula mengadili hidup orang lain. Mulalah nak kecam, kononnya orang tu tak cukup berusaha seperti dia! Oh my god, kau macam tau sangat pasal kehidupan orang. Dah tu, masa yang kau tak berusaha sampai nak senang macam orang lain tu tak apa pula?  Kita tak payah berlebih-lebih nak mengadili hakam hidup orang lain. Kita mungkin boleh utarakan pendapat kita seka...

Bukan kisah malam jumaat ye dik. Akak ni sejenis suci, kisah-kisah 18sx tu, akak tak suka nak ceritakan secara maya macam ni. Tapi kalau adik ni kawan akan kat real-life. You will know me as a totally different. Kekadang akak memang rasa akak ni ada split personality. Tapi akak sah kan di sini, Alhamdulillah, akak ni waras. Gila tu mungkin sejenis perangai, yang akak rasa normal je. Kalau adik rasa tak normal, itu masalah adik. Akak tak ambil port. Lantak kau lah situ. It is just you with your own opinion, you owned it, not me! Gituu. Sejenis tetibe emo tetibe ceria. Semalam, akak dah siap mandi wangi-wangi, laki akak announce: "I ada kerja ni..." So akak dah faham, kalau dia cakap gitu, maksudnya, dia expect akak jaga anak-anak, dan jangan kacau dia. Macamlah malam sebelum-sebelum tu dia yang jaga anak kan? Tapi akak sabar je. Dah 12 tahun akak sabar dik. Akak rasa kesabaran akak ni memang semakin lama semakin utuh. Begitulah cinta. Akak rasalahkan.. Then akak pun balas: ...

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Just feeling to write something today. Writing about your daily routine is good, so you don't lost track on things happening in your life. So, one day, when you want to write a novel about yourself, you have got the details ready and easy for you to jingle with it. Yesterday, was the second day of the week that you called, weekday. So, it was still not a tiring day, like normal Wednesdays. It feels like Tuesday. Its cooking day everyday now. Since we had a new baby now, we must force ourselves to be more frugal. So yesterday was Kari Sotong. When i was first got married. It has been numerous and tedious attempt to cook Kari. Any Kari you name it. Because, my husband, is so fond of Kari. I even thought, he must be one of the Indians decedent, but his not. It took me maybe 7 years? Of marriage, to finally master in making Kari. Master i mean, not too hot, not to be overwhelmed by Kari mixture, not too dull, not too fatty - oh my god, it were of those days when making Kari messed up w...